Superstition

These few days I've been hanging out with my old gang, LOADS of fun, great~~~~ time... haha, I haven't laugh like this in a long time, when I'm with them...haha, CRAZY in away i like! XD Been to mall, beach and mamak stalls, haha Location, not important. It's the people that you're being with that matters. =) Unluckily i don't have the photos yet, will be uploaded on FB next week maybe...

There's a song that I currently addicted with, "Superstition" by Stevie Wonder. I heard it from Supernatural the season5. ^^ Listen to it, feel the FUNK! =D feel why it makes me wanna close my eyes and nudge my head for days and counting! haha


SPEAKING of superstition~ the lunar calender's July is coming soon~ wooo~ Becareful staying out at nights ya~ >~< haha

lyric:

Stevie Wonder - Superstition

Very superstitious, writing on the wall,
Very superstitious, ladders bout?to fall,
Thirteen month old baby, broke the lookin?glass
Seven years of bad luck, the good things in your past.

When you believe in things that you dont understand,
Then you suffer,
Superstition aint the way

Very superstitious, wash your face and hands,
Rid me of the problem, do all that you can,
Keep me in a daydream, keep me goin?strong,
You dont wanna save me, sad is my song.

When you believe in things that you dont understand,
Then you suffer,
Superstition aint the way, yeh, yeh.

Very superstitious, nothin?more to say,
Very superstitious, the devil's on his way,
Thirteen month old baby, broke the lookin?glass,
Seven years of bad luck, good things in your past

When you believe in things that you dont understand,
Then you suffer,
Superstition aint the way, no, no, no

Tourbillon

陀飞轮



Eason Chan is awesome~ with nice lyrics in his songs...

Neck, Shot, Lime

Watch and learn~ haha



Ain't that fun? wahahahahahahahah~

Brave New World

Wow~ seriously. 原来真的，心酸比心痛难受. That's true. Hah. She clearly moved on, with someone with her now. I guess that's good for her.=) I clearly have no rights to tear it up now. See thing and felt things. Haha. Thinking it back, how naive to say that distance and other things else can be ignored, and love is all we need. Wrong time wrong place, it's just what it is...



Haha, the lyrics"用你给我的翅膀飞 我懂这不是伤悲 再高都不会累我们都说好了". 人，终究还是会累的吧。
不过，对啦~“看一看回忆 是云朵一朵朵地飘过, 若想要回头 就无法翱翔” .......^^

Catch up and Realise

Tired today~ >.< Slept at 4 last night. Having trouble sleeping and dunno why all the dogs in the taman barks in the night. haizzz One dog barks, all the dogs followed up, including mine~ Kinda sleepless last night. and had to wake up early today. To follow my dad to town. Meeting 2 of my friends in KB. Long time didn't stepped foot into my dad's shop dy, all the TVsss, OMG!! No place for me to sit. LOLs

Met my two female friends at the mall, bowling and walk around. Then went to the beach! Ahhh~ the beach... missed it. Had some fresh coconut juice there, enjoying some summer breeze~ I love it! Had my feet in the sand and sea water. That's what I like~ haha Wish I could live by the seaside~

Chatting with them about studies, pat about others, catching up with each other, and I realized, the old crazy me came out when I'm with them. And we said the same thing at the same time, that people of outer states had made us become a little quiet. haha. I mean after college and new friends, we changed. Well, everyone changes. Just as long as we still remember the old us, then good enough~ Right? haha

Then, I finally had my McD meal! Oh! Been craving for it for weeks! Tried the new GCB. But Big Mac and Spicy McChicken are still better. LOLs~ But most important is the coke lite! XD

Lastly I stopped by the pet shop. Asking about Vicky! She's one year and couple of months old dy! Time for another injection. Planned to take her to the town for that on Friday. Hmmm~ Thinking about obedient class for her too... haha. she's an adult dog now, so fast! and has her period some more. LOLsXD Time flies, that's for sure~ =D

好听！♥

大地被搖晃著
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河
但明天是好的
我們要堅定著
愛~ 讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河
當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽
昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發
別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望
裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量
當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉
我知道未來還有好 多路要闖
我打開了窗 看見了晴朗

Plane

Understand the lyrics? XD



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Two Random Topics

Firstly, who likes to be alone? Nobody likes to be alone right? Especially after a break up. Everyone has opinion on how long it takes to recover from a break up. Half the length of the relationship, one week of every months for you together, 10,000 drinks maybe or for some womanizer out there measuring it from the bed to the door.XD JK. But for me, you start to recover when you meet the person who gets you back in the game. Anyway~, it's tough in anyhow, the breakup. But that's when we discover who we really are, what we really want. Everyone deserves that, deserves to be themselves. Right?


Then, another completely unrelated topic. Are you READY? I mean what is being ready even mean? Every time I thought i'm ready, it whine up being disastrous. I'll be honest guys, i'm a little scared. But then, aren't we all scared? Doesn't being scared let you know that you're on something important? If you're not scared, you're not taking a chance. And if you're not taking a chance, then what the hell you're doing? Right?


Random things, haha. Was bored in cafe recently, taking advantage of the wifi. LOL. Till the next time... ^^

柴米油鹽醬醋茶

Sweet MV! I like it! ^^

Attached

Another day goes by... haha. One day din on Facebook. Yeah me! XD I watched a movie called "Windtalker" today. Here to talk about something... XD. You know how they say when you know you gonna leave someone or something in the future, you don't get too friendly or too close with them. In the movie, Enders said to Ox that don't get too friendly with the Navajos. Their mission is to protect the code, which the navajos are using them in US army communication. They have to kill them, if the Japanese caught anyone of the Navajos, to protect to code. But then, it's their duty too, to make sure their safety. Enders at first is following the saying that, why get close with them when you might have to kill them in the end. Like all the CIAs or army people, mostly won't get too emotional or get too attached to someone. Like they say, why keep a dog, when you know it will break your heart when it leaves you.Understand what i'm saying? XD


When you know your friend will leave you someday soon, will you not get too attached with them? Coz you know you'll be sad when they leave you. Does it make worth?

Not Alone

Hmm~ My mind is still in a knot today. Woke up10 something today, like usual, skip put breakfast and had own cooked lunch. Huh~~~ I hate this. When my mom came back from work, I received a call. A call from far far across the sea. A call from Shanghai, China. I was shocked, cause I just woke up from my nap. Everything is so blurry and it was raining and cold. It's from my uncle. Called to talk to me... about my failed subjects. This is because my aunt worried. She called his brother, who is a chemical engineer, to talk to me, to give some advices to me.

He asked alot. He knows that calculus isn't easy too. He knows my weak point is i hate add math too. Before this my parents were thinking to bring me to KL, to take tuition, and to ask calculus questions from my cousin. But they studied finance, they won't know la~ and hard to find tuition cause this paper is based on nottingham's syllabus, my uncle said. He said, it's now depends on me. If you fail, and really can't work with add math, there's always another path.

No! Another path? which? I don't wanna leave my friends, don't wanna leave my brothers. It's hard for me, but I'll try. For me, for relatives that cares and for friends. Maybe I don't need to change carrier path.... but... I'm not sure I'm on the right track, it's roughing on me... May God Bless Me! haha... I'm Terung仔. Happy go lucky bah! What's the worst?... =)

This one's from Elton Yan. He sings it. and "no dude, I'm not ready to leave you guys yet...XD"

Six Feet From The Edge

I'm back! From 4 days trip around the west north part of Malaysia by car. haha. 1st day,  my dad went through Kuala Kangsar to reach Ipoh. Means, i get to pass by my NS camp once again, a big ol' year ago. Whole reminiscing pictures of memories rushed through my mind again. Once reach Ipoh, we straight headed to find a hotel for 2 nights there. Ipoh, you'll ask yourself there that, do they like 牙菜鸡 there? LOL, 'cause it's everywhere!! XD. I met Jason at Ipoh Parade the first day. He was eating Shushi King alone. I asked him about the 咖哩面包鸡. but this time I still din get my chance to eat it, because not enough time again. LOL... ish ish ish... but watched Predators with my family, that's quite new~ Since so long time my parents din stepped foot into a cinema. XD

After Ipoh, we headed towards north now. On the way, we stop by Sungai Petani's Village Mall and eat there. Was so confused on the Utara and Selatan part of the place. We were lost at 1st.XD Then hit the road again after lunch. This time we checked into Star City hotel at Alor Star for the night there. We went to Alor Star mall to walk around and watched Despicable Me! with my sis. During this trip, we ate alot!!! Delicacies all around!! haha Then the last day, we sent my sis back to UUM. 1st time for me to come to UUM. Damn huge!! XD but I don't like is that they have to wear formal wear everyday to class and the canteen food... so Malayish~ XD

Despite all the traveling, my mind was worrying about other else... >.< Priority, my foundation course. It's at stake. If I screw this resit again. Then GOODBYE friendsss, goodbye degree... haizzz. Then, there was something else. I was thinking stuffs and did stuffs that even myself didn't quite understand. Like, I bought one thing in a gift shop. A pair of "lock and key" handphone hanger. What was I thinking? Why I bought that? I didn't even have a proper phone yet, not to say is a PAIR. This stroke me when I realize somethings. Maybe deep inside my mind, the desire? and a funny sleeping EYE MASK. lolXD~ I need that maybe? When it helps me sleep. Like when you own a broken clock, it helps you sleep for the night. And mayb it can stop tomorrow, from stealing all your time...

Following the way that my previous post says about a happy life and a life of meaning. What can you do when you want happy like but the reality push you toward the life of meaning? It all seems so "fundamentally paramount".  What you want, what you need. When what you want is now what you need, what you need is not what you want. Fuh~ Much much more that I want to spit out. But my mind is now full with mixed feelings...

唉~灰茄子又要回来了。。。（≥﹏≤）

I Won't Worry My Life Off

Take a breath, everything will be just~~FINE...

Kindness Of Strangers

Weird huh? Some of the people always tempts to show kindness to other people, but on the other hand, treat their family members nothing more than that. But this type of kindness that a stranger show to another stranger maybe is just because you don't know each other, you treat them in a better way, expect they'll do the same in return. Or, you know, just to be nice. But why didn't use that in your family relation? hmmm.... Maybe it's a cultural thing.

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"叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留"，这句话相信都有听过吧？昨天我在面子书第一次读到它的故事。。。分享下，请耐心的读ok？XD

“叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。”
倘若你爱上一个人，
千万别装作无所谓毫不在乎…
错过了，就没有了…
爱情，玩不起心理战的……

　　树的告白：

　　会叫树的原因，是因为我擅长画水彩画，最爱画树，久

而久 之，我的画作右下方索性以一棵树来代表我。
　　高中三年交过五个女朋友，有一个女孩子，我很爱她，却 迟迟不敢追，她没有美丽的面孔，没有姣好的身材，没有撩 人的魅力，一个再平凡不过的女孩子。我喜欢她，真的真的 很喜欢她，喜欢她的单纯，她的直率，她的可爱，她的智障，她 的脆弱。
　　不追她的原因，也许是潜意识觉得平凡如她配不上我；也 许是因为怕在一起后，一切的好感都会消失；也许是怕外人 的指指点点伤害了她；也许是觉得，她会是我的，不用急着为了 她而放弃一切。
　　最后这个原因，让她陪了我三年，让她看着我和别的女孩子 厮混了三年，让她心痛了三年。
　　她很想当一个好演员，但我却像一个严苛的导演。我和第 二个女朋友在厕所接吻，被她撞见，她尴尬的笑笑说：“Go on！”然后跑掉，第二天，她眼睛肿得跟核桃一样，我故意 不去猜想是谁让她哭成这样，嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都 回家后，在教室哭了起来，她不知道练球回来拿东西的我， 看了她一个多小时。我的第四个女朋友，一直很不喜欢她， 有次她们两个吵了起来，我知道依她的个性不会去惹事，但 我还是护着女朋友，她被我吼了一下后，愣住，眼泪滑了下 来，我无视她的眼泪，陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依旧嘻 嘻哈哈的和我开玩笑，我知道她很难过，但她不会知道我的心不 比她好受。
　　当我和第五个女朋友分手时，我约她出去玩，玩了一天，我 对她说：“我有事要对你说。”
她说：“真巧，我也有事要对你说。”
“我和她分手了。”
“我和他在一起了。”
　　我知道“他”是谁，他追她也有一阵子了，是个蛮可爱的 男孩子，活泼有趣，充满了热情，追她追得满城风雨。我不 能表现自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜她，但当我回到家，心 中的痛楚强烈得令我无法承受，像有个千斤重的石头压在我 胸口，我无法呼吸，想大叫却叫不出来，眼泪竟然滑了下来， 我掩面大哭，多少次，我也看着她为了那个不愿承认的人掩面大 哭。
　　毕业典礼时，我在手机上发现了一封简讯，这是十天前，我 掩面大哭时传来的，只是我一直没有去开过机。
叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。

叶子的告白：

　　高中时，喜欢搜集叶子，why？因为我觉得，一片叶子要 离开它长期依赖的树，好勇敢哩！
　　高中三年，我和一个男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那种好， 是好朋友那种好，但是，在他交第一个女朋友时，我学会了 一种不该有的感觉，吃醋，心中的酸，不是一颗柠檬可以比 喻，那就像是100颗臭酸的柠檬，酸到不行，他们只在一 起两个月，当他们分手，我还得掩饰自己心中强烈的喜悦，但是 一个月后，他和另一个女孩子在一起。
　　我喜欢他，也知道他喜欢我，可是，他为什么总是不追我 呢？明明喜欢彼此，为什么不行动？每当他交一个女朋友， 我就心痛一次，一次又一次的打击，让我不禁怀疑，是我一 厢情愿吗？不爱我，为什么要对我那么好？他对我的好，已 经不是普通朋友可以做到。喜欢一个人，好难过，我可以清 楚的知道他的喜好，他的习惯，唯独他对我的感觉，我猜不透， 难道要我这个女孩子去开口吗？
　　尽管如此，我还是想在他身边，关心他，陪他，爱他，也 许算是一种等待的行为，等待他回来爱我，就像每天晚上等 他的电话，等他的简讯，我知道，就算他再忙，也会拨出一 些时间给我。这样的等待，陪了我三年，等待是难熬的，是 令人想放弃的，但等到的那一刹那，让人第二天会继续等下 去。这样的煎熬，这样的痛苦，这样的幸福，这样的矛盾，陪了 我三年。
　　直到三年级下学期，高二一个学弟喜欢上我，每天的热情 追求，令我从一开始的拒绝，渐渐愿意挪出我心房的一些位 置给他。他像一阵温柔而持久的风，撩拨我这片摇摇欲坠的 叶子，到最后，我发现我已经不想只留一点点的位置给这阵 风，我知道这阵风，会带我这片伤痕累累的叶子，到更幸福的地 方。
于是我离开了树，树只是笑笑，没有挽留。
叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。

　风的告白：

　　因为我喜欢的女孩子叫叶子，因为她有一棵令她依恋的树， 所以我要当一阵风，一阵呵护她的风。
　　第一次看见她，是高二我转来一个月后的事，个子小小的 她坐在球场旁，一双眼凝视着同和我在球场的学长，每天的 社团时间，她总会坐在那里，一个人，和朋友，她的眼光依 旧凝视着他，当他和女孩子打打闹闹，她的眼中有泪，当他 看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的习惯，就像她爱看他。
　　有一天她没来，我心中没来由的焦虑与不安，我无法解释 那种感觉，除了不安，还是不安，而且那学长竟然也不在。 我冲去他们教室，躲在外面，看着学长骂她，她的眼泪，他的离 去。
　　第二天，她依旧坐在场边，看着他，我走过去，对她笑一 笑，拿了张纸条给她，她先是惊讶的看着我，然后笑笑地收下。
隔天，她拿着纸条出现在我面前，然后离开。
“叶子的心太沉重，风吹不动。”
“不是叶子的心太沉重，是叶子根本就不想离开树。”
　　我回给她这段话后，她渐渐会和我说话，收我的礼物，接我 的电话。
　　我知道她喜欢的不是我，但我还是有毅力一定要让她喜欢 上我，四个月内我告白了不下20次，每一次她都转移话题， 但我还是不会放弃，我决定要的人，我就一定会给它追过来！
　　一直到不知道第几次的告白，出了口，虽然知道她一定会 又说到别的事，但还是有一丝丝希望她的答应，没想到她都不说 话，“你在干嘛？怎么不说话？”我对着话筒说。
“我在点头。”
“啊？”我不敢相信自己的耳朵。
“我在点头！”她大声叫。
　　我甩掉电话，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了机车，冲去她们家按 门铃，当她开门的那一刹那，紧紧抱住她。
叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。

　PS: 叶子的离开

　　曾经有这样一句话“叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是 树的不挽留？”在网络风靡一时，很多朋友，将之视为经典 语言，广为流传。乍一看，也是那个道理，叶子会离开，要么是 风的追求，要么是树的不挽留，不外乎这两种可能。
　　只是，各位，你们可曾换位思考过？叶子的离开，真的只 是因为风的追求或者树的不挽留吗？那么，现在，让我们彼 此都静下心来，深呼吸，一起来思考和讨论下，到底是什么原因 导致了叶子的离开。
　　一片叶子，微不足道，轻如鸿毛，对于枝繁叶茂、郁郁葱 葱的树来说，它只是其中的一份子。是啊，多你一片不多， 少你一片不少，何足挂齿。也正因为如此不平等的生存空间 和条件，决定了叶子若要离开，树不需要也没有理由挽留。 但是，谁曾想过，叶子和树曾是那么肌肤相亲骨肉相连的心 系彼此，狂风暴雨烈日炎炎中它们互相扶持不离不弃，到如 今，叶子却落得这个凄凉下场。叶子停止了一切进食，等待着死 亡之神的到来。
　　英俊潇洒风流倜傥的风来了，它以救世主的身份，来到了 垂死边缘的叶子身边。叶子想当然的以为风是上帝赐于它的 生命中的那根“肋骨”，因为风来的是那么的及时，又是如 此的温柔和痴情。叶子像抓住救命草般，哭着要风带它离开。 风笑了，它使劲一刮，将叶子和树分开了。叶子也笑了，跟着风 浪迹天涯了。
　　可惜， 好景不长，叶子编织的美梦很快就像泡泡般破裂了。因为，它 发现风每刮到一处，都展示出其特有的温柔和痴情，处处留 情处处放电。而风，自从得到叶子后，就听之放之任之，不 再管叶子的死活，也从不过问叶子是否能适应漂泊的生活。 叶子几次试图质问风，而每次风只是对着它张扬的笑了笑。 叶子原本就已脆弱的身体，终于在一场大雨后，一病不起。
　　健康状况每愈下降的叶子，再也无法掌控自己的方向，它 只能借助风的力量，在空中漫无目的飘着。直到现在，它才 真正看清了树和风的真正面目。原来，树和风，都是寡情薄 意的风流浪子，它们的生活中从来不缺少红颜知己，它们又怎么 会在乎对它们来说只能算是“过客”的叶子呢？
　　叶子好懊恼，为什么事情一定要演变到无法扭转的地步时， 自己才看清它们的真面目呢？只是，这一切，叶子知道得 太晚了。此时，它感觉到自己的身体逐渐失去重力，正慢慢的往 下掉。它无力的闭上了眼睛。
　　“叶子，你终于回来了！”突然，迷糊中，叶子被一声和 蔼可亲的呼喊惊醒了。它努力抬开自己的眼睛，惊奇的发现， 大地正向它敞开着怀抱。叶子笑了，落叶终究要归根的，终于恍 然大悟，自己的归宿原来是在大地。
　　原来，叶子的离开，不是因为风的追求，也不是因为树的不 挽留，而是因为它的心死。

Sour-ly Song

LYRICS
Sorry Baby but its getting too much to take
I close my eyes I know my hearts about to break
I'm down on my knees tryin to pick myself up
When the battles over, seems nothins not enough

The way you do me, you know it hurts me to the bone
How you touch me, I'd be better off alone
Sayin I'm sorry till I'm blue in the face
Leaves me empty with no love left to waste

We promise to have, oh we promise to hold
How does a promise ever grow old

So listen baby, I'm gonna get back on my feer
Tuck this old shirt and wipe the crimson off my cheek
Remember these secrets were all that I kept
When I pull out this driveway and hang a Hard Left

We promise to have, oh we promise to hold
How does a promise ever grow old

爱上风

风筝，

原来它的自由只是假象，

原来它的快乐只能是伪装。

Playing With Words

-= A moon with a tiny star(see it?^^) =-

There is a door, where I am standing
Without a key, without a clue...

Who, is the wounded one?
Which one will make the move?
Which one is willing to lose?

Hollowed all the time...

I look at the moon, and see right through it.