May 30, 2010

Si Tenggang

Piuh~ After 12++ hours of boring train ride, finally reach my home~ I spend most of the time on train thinking. Thinking of all stuffs, thinking of someone. Hah, my laptop still manage to provide me the entertainment for one movie, plus the accompany of Dr.Toh's psychology book of behaviourism, thus the boredom reduced.


My dad was waiting eagerly for my arrival, I can tell by the phone callsss he called to me before I reached. Unfortunately, my mom was not in great shape, her stomach is over stressed, LoL, according to the doctor la. Once I reach my home, I received a wet and abit hurtful welcome from my tailshaking dog Vicky, coz her nails were bit too long and she was like drilling in to my body. LoLs! XD I miss you too la Vicky... ^^

Oh, almost forgot, once I get down from the train, first, must pay a visit to my grandpa first. You know, respect to the elderly. One thing about old people, they don't say that they care about you or tell you that they love you directly, they express it in another way. You know how those kampung ppl they feel these stuffs are too mooshy gooshie, they show that they care about you through food, through asking you some awkward questions, through doing stuffs for you that won't let you see... I like that...

hmmm... Kelantan. If you ask me how I feel about living here? I answer would be... Look at facts that, first, it doesn't have any "panggung wayang" or GSC. Second, it is an Islamic city that full with malays! They'll say Kelantan is a boring place and kinda old fashion. But then, on the other side, I'd say: How often do you get to see a random teenage playing "wau" (malay kite) in the paddy field just near by the roads. How often do you see chickens slowly "cock'-ing around somebody's house. How often can you eat your rice with your bare hand? For a chinese, in the city you might get laughed to do so. The point is, now matter how your hometown is, you're still born there, you're still raise in a lifestyle of that place.... City or kampung? Boring or happening? It doesn't matter...

May 27, 2010

Influx of Senses

Going back to home soon, this Friday. A long full stop for the foundation session. The end of something. This feeling sucks! Almost as much as the joy it brings. Surely can't deny that I had my fun, I had my experiences, I had what I earn in friendships, I had what I gained in knowledge. But right beside the appreciated side, there will always be something sucky. The border is just too sharp, that you will get simply MAD in adjusting your emotions, your behaviour and your expression to people around you.

I've been thinking, why human being like to be like this? Why humans think life should be rises and falls, why humans think that only the life with happy and sad stuffs, both existed in extreme places, is a worth living life or a meaningful life?

Seeing my whole life through, I am asking me myself now, am I destined to be like this? With things not ended my way when I tried so hard? or it's just not my time? Just like the end of high school and the days busting out of national service. I hate that feeling! Down until DEATH came into threat? which I had my eyes sore and my anxiousness flies? Am I always being located in a wrong time? Am I only dare to grab myself a chance to choose when things already decided? No! I want clear answers! Why do I keep avoiding from things I afraid to hear? No! I don't want this anymore! I'm ready to face myself to know what I don't want to know. I rather face the achy feeling than get myself hooked to something with a confused mind.  Please, let me know just what I should know, I'm not that complex, I just can't afford that...

Grow some brain dude! Had you learn nothing from the past? You're just silly enough... You're just simply ...scared.

May 23, 2010

That Girl



David Choi - That Girl

Oh~oh~oh~
Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

May 21, 2010

End of an Era Brings a New One

Fuh! 19 already huh? yea, feels old though. I swear to you I feels old. Alot of things had change, my appearance had change, my thinking had change, my reaction to things had change, my way of treating people had change. Living in this world for 18 years, I'd done alot of silly things around, one of the coolest was last night! Last night I was surprised! I got a really really surprised pool birthday party from my awesome uni friends! Get threw in the pool~ well, that's a must for a pool party, haha. Get really crazy and painful, a "dum S hole" cake, wishes all around, attendance of lots of friends, get all wet, and another surprise of Loh Fei Kean... haha. I'd been blurred this whole time. 1st, I really thought I'm going for a calm swim (well, I get my swim alright, with the help of 3 brothers, Yap Yong Yaw, Chan Bing Yuan, and Elton! XD), and second, I really really thought she's not on-campus for the whole time. Hmm... all that doesn't matter, as long as I had a great time with y'all and get krazy and all wet!
Once again, thnx to my dearest friends who planned this sweet celebration, Elton, Bing, Steve, Daniel, Shannon and all..... piuh~

 -=You guys are the coolest!=-

Now, after these 18 years, ask yourself, does these 18 silly things you'd done before, with the addition of my own favourite - call you and poke your cheek from behind! haha, that's the most fun! XD

18件傻事,你做過幾件?

1、用手插入米缸的米里面插來插去

2、地下有階磚時,特意隔一格一格來走(不可走過界,要完全在格內)

3、用鏡面反射陽光,照來照去

4、鋪張紙在硬幣上面,然后用鉛筆在上面描,描個形出來

5、吃完瑞士糖之后,將糖紙包回原本四四方方的形狀出來

6、超級市場踩著購物車行走

7、貼張寫著“我是白癡”的紙條在同學的背后

8、拍別人左邊 站在別人右邊

9、踩別人的影子

10、丟別人門口的拖鞋下樓

11、下樓梯時坐在扶手上面滑下來

12、在電梯上往相反方向走

13、用螢光筆油指甲

14、下雨打傘,總是故意地轉那把傘

15、家里沒人時,對著鏡子學跳舞/演戲/唱歌

16、在街上見到狗就扮貓叫,見到貓就扮狗吠

17、下雨的時候,拿起傘故意往雨大的地方走去 聽雨啪啪的聲音 感覺很爽

18、玩家電包裝里的那張有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一個一個按破

and of course one more is, my favourite, the face poking thing! muhahahahahahahah....


Thank you, guys. I totally appreciate it! 
Till the next time... Chao~


Awesome video by Jack Ting

May 20, 2010

还记得

五月二十日,520。
我还记得这个日子,
 还记得那感觉,
还记得第一次说,
还记得就在生日前,
还记得那些条件,
还记得。。。

May 15, 2010

For Starters

Last week, my mind had been run through the thoughts from kok yung's saying. He said, he wanted to save the Earth. And said, why human are always like this, if half of human kind who dun care about saving the dying earth now, how's the other half, who want to make earth a better place, saves the world without the other half's awareness? Even if all human beings want to change the world. How do we start? What even we can do to begin? and that make me think...

After going thru some movies, songs, and news, I say to myself, Maybe I know for my self from where to start. Like from the Evan Almighty, he asked, how to change the world? The big "Guy" in the white suit answered, by simply "One single act of random kindness at a time." 

For me, I hope to try my best now to do that and choose the path of a Chemical and Environmental Engineering. Hopefully, like those Environmental lawyers, protect the environment. If there's a right way, I think, this would maybe be the possible right path for me to change the world. Thanks to kok yung. Thoughts like that is what I like from happy and cute you... ^^



Go figure,

Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?

May 13, 2010

"我等你" 的幸福

“我等你”。。。hmm~ 很好听吧?这三个字没说得那么简单的。。。


它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩
或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱
无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听


看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待,
说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你
在我看来,
一句我等你,是三个字的承诺 ♥


也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,
只是三个字,
前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着


年少的时候,我们向往那些激情
总爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句-->>; 我爱你


那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你


如果,在你身边有那么一个人
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你
那么,请千万珍惜
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你


如果正有一个等你的他,
好好珍惜,能拥有对你这样痴情的他,
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…,
你遇到了请不要辜负他的心,
因为说出等你时他就决定,
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…


或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福,


即使他对你们的结果心里没底…都一直等下去,
说明他真的对你太痴心!
你也可以说他傻,但是一切都是为你傻,
能等到你,和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福!


相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…


经常给他传个短信,他就会兴奋不已,
在孤独也不会觉得空虚
因为虽看不到你,心中都装满了你…


好好珍惜吧………
祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果…
Trust me! =D

May 12, 2010

玩玩下 - 古代名字

女生:
姓:自己姓的第一个字母
A:慕容 B:任 C:于 D:厉 F:钟离 G:唐 H:东方 J:敖 K:白 L:南宫 M:竺 N:司徒 O:尉迟 P:司空 Q:蓝 R:邵 S:西门 T:颜 W:莫 X:欧阳 Y:尚 Z:上官
名:出生月份
1:真 2:踏 3:凝 4:竹 5:若 6:雨 7:紫 8:影 9:亦 10:伊 11:羽 12:冰
名:出生日期
1:菲 2:星 3: 琪 4:悠 5:馨 6:香 7;爱 8:露 9:落 10:轩 11:儿 12:萱 13:雪 14:月 16:凌 17:珣 18:痕 19:荫 20:茹 21:忆 23:舞 24:琦 25;汐 26:荪 27:郁 28:心 29:韵 30:然 31(15):嫣

男生:

姓:自己姓的第一个字母
A:慕容 B:任 C:于 D:厉 F:钟离 G:唐 H:东方 J:敖 K:公孙 L:南宫 M:邵 N:司徒 O:尉迟 P:司空 Q:尹 R:明 S:西门 T:归海 W:莫 X:欧阳 Y:尚 Z:上官
名:出生月份
1:绝 2:逸 3:寒 4:封 5:萧 6:云 7:燚 8:轩 9:海 10:元 11:天 12:寂
名:出生日期
1:言 2:洛 3:枫 4:涯 5:夜 6:痕 7:清 8:浪 9:尘 10:阳 11:武 12:遥 13:风 14:空 16:竹 17:涵 18:偌 19:语 20:伦 21:滨 22:珲 23:璘 24:永 25:恒 26:珠 27:明 28:岚 29:舜 30:翰 31(15):遐

May 9, 2010

八個笑話頓悟八個人生道理

1 ,建築師
一位夫人打電話給建築師,說每當火車經過時,她的睡床就

會搖 動。
“這簡直是無稽之談!建築師回答說, ”我來看看“ 。
建築師到達後,夫人建議他躺在床上,體會一下火車經過時
的感 覺。
建築師剛上床躺下,夫人的丈夫就回來了。他見此情形,便
厲聲 喝問: “你躺在我妻子的床上幹什麼” ?
建築師戰戰兢兢地回答: “我說是在等火車,你會相信嗎” ?

【頓悟】有些話是真的,卻聽上去很假;有些話是假的,卻
令人 無庸置疑。


2 ,引誘

英國紳士與法國女人同乘一個包廂,女人想引誘這個英國人
, 她脫衣躺下後就抱怨身上發冷。先生把自己的被子給了她,她還 是不停地說冷。
“我還能怎麼幫助你呢? ”先生沮喪地問道。
“我小時候媽媽總是用自己的身體給我取暖” 。
“小姐,這我就愛莫能助了。我總不能跳下火車去找你的媽
媽 吧” ?

【頓悟】善解風情的男人是好男人,不解風情的男人更是好
男 人。


3 ,調羹

麥克走進餐館,點了一份湯,服務員馬上給他端了上來。
服務員剛走開,麥克就嚷嚷起來: “對不起,這湯我沒法喝” 。
服務員重新給他上了一個湯,他還是說: “對不起,這湯我沒法喝” 。
服務員只好叫來經理。
經理畢恭畢敬地朝麥克點點頭,說: “先生,這道菜是本店最拿手的,深受顧客歡迎,難道您…
… ”
“我是說,調羹在哪裡呢” ?

【頓悟】有錯就改,當然是件好事。但我們常常卻改掉正確
的, 留下錯誤的,結果是錯上加錯。


4 ,穿錯

飯廳內,一個異常謙恭的人膽怯地碰了碰另一個顧客,那人
正在 穿一件大衣。
“對不起,請問您是不是皮埃爾先生” ?
“不,我不是”那人回答。
“啊, ”他舒了一口氣, “那我沒弄錯,我就是他,您穿了他的大衣” 。

【頓悟】要做到理直氣壯,並不是件容易的事情。理直的人
,往 往低聲下氣;而理歪的人,卻是氣壯如牛。


5 ,回電

一個蘇格蘭人去倫敦,想順便探望一位老朋友,但卻忘了他
的住 址,於是給家父發了一份電報: “您知道托馬的住址嗎?速告1
當天,他就收到一份加急回電: “知道” 。

【頓悟】當我們終於找到最正確的答案時,卻發現它是最無
用 的。


6 ,故事

有三個人到紐約度假。他們在一座高層賓館的第45層訂了
一個 套房。
一天晚上,大樓電梯出現故障,服務員安排他們在大廳過夜

他們商量後,決定徒步走回房間,並約定輪流說笑話,唱歌
和講 故事,以減輕登樓的勞累。
笑話講了,歌也唱了,好不容易爬到第34層,大家都感覺
精疲 力竭。
“好吧,彼德,你來講個幽默故事吧” 。
彼德說: “故事不長,卻令人至極:我把房間的鑰匙忘在大廳了” 。

【頓悟】我們痛苦,所以幽默;我們幽默,所以快樂。



7 ,賣書

一個很有名的作家要來書店參觀。書店老闆受寵若驚,連忙
把 所有的書撤下,全部換上作家的書。作家來到書店後,心裡非常 高興,問道: “貴店只售本人的書嗎“ ?
“當然不是”書店老闆回答, “別的書銷路很好,都賣完了” 。

【頓悟】“拍馬屁”是個奇怪的詞:你象是在奉承他,又象
是在 侮辱他。


8 ,幫忙

在郵局大廳內,一位老太太走到一個中年人跟前,客氣地說
: “先生,請幫我在明信片上寫上地址好嗎”
“當然可以。 ”中年人按老人的要求做了。
1老太太又說: “再幫我寫上一小段話,好嗎?謝謝” !
“好吧。 ”中年人照老太太的話寫好後,著問道: “還有什麼要幫忙的嗎” ?
“嗯,還有一件小事。 ”老太太看著明信片說, “幫我在下面再加一句:字跡潦草,敬請原諒” 。

【頓悟】你若不肯幫忙,人家會恨你一個星期;如果幫得不
夠完 美,還不如… …

May 5, 2010

Juicebox

Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all...



When We Say (Juicebox)
AJ Rafael

Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be w me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

TttTaAaA ™ ツ

May 2, 2010

双子座


  有很多的朋友,可是'看起来朋友很多,可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话,他跟别人可以天南地北的聊,可以 聊得很八卦,也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西,可是注意了,他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么,可是跟自己有关的都只 是些皮毛而已。比如,今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了;隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事,他几乎是不说的,就算是说,也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。 当你想更进一步的了解双子,他会很自然的把话题给扯开。 对于自信的双子来说,他又同时很没有安全感,这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住,不让自己暴露。对于双子来说,如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自 己暴露了,就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。

  当双子感到独孤悲伤时,只会一个人躲在房间里哭,或者一个人郁闷着。 双子也很怕被伤害,很多时候宁愿自己承受一切,也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力,很快乐的样子,可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的, 他怕被伤害,也怕被别人抛弃,只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质,精神脆弱,容易人格分裂,因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命,可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己,上面说了,这只是一种习惯 了,可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。 双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心,真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多,累了,也没耐心了。可是说起双子,就不得不提感情,双 子这一生,似乎必须被感情牵伴,跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心,只是博爱,所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话:双子最大的悲 哀在于有两个人的思想,却只有一个人的身体,双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利,也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务,双子只剩下一个时,爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结:花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。

  至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的 星座,如果可以不发生冲突,都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架,他讨厌吵架,如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架,那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘 了; 要双子真的跟你翻脸,除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受,这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼,然后头也不回地走掉,甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时 你一辈子也别想再和他和好了,就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友,但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点,只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实,很 大一部分双子,对待感情是非常专一的,之所以给人留下花心的美名,是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情,不是双子铁石心肠,而是双子个性里面天生 有一些忧郁,一些潜在的不自信,只是双子隐藏的深入,可是一旦让双子动了真感情,那么恭喜你了,双子的天真,率直,外加表达能力丰富,一定能让你获得很多 快乐。

  每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里,多数是不堪回首的往事,双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座,他(她)的这个故事通常都是因情所困,动了感情而 被伤害了的双子是脆弱的,也是坚强的,他(她)可以很快的振作起来,可以当什么事都没有发生,这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了,等到夜深人静的时候,双子内 心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身,他(她)可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴,可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中,可以一整夜坐在那里发呆,但是,一旦天亮了,要出 去见人了,双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走,你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子,这就是双子,拥有双重性格的双子,一个在世人面前乐天,快乐,在孤独夜晚独自 伤悲的双子。 

   双子的爱是最永恒的,可以付出一切,有人说我们花心,那时我们没有真正的爱,当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的,因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自 己的人,那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了,当爱给过了一个人,他再也没有能力再付出了,其实太多的人都不懂我们,其实连我们自己都不懂自己,我们很会伪装, 很会说谎,但我们最细腻,对感情最敏感,双子的爱与悲伤,谁又真的了解!

May 1, 2010

Talented

Introducing... Charice!

What I Believe



You know how they say that your whole life flashes before your eyes in a near-death experience? It doesn't. You don't see everything, just the things you love. At that moment, you'll realize something.... WHO you really love...