Oct 31, 2011
Oct 30, 2011
徒勞無功
"In the night I heart them talk, the coldest story ever told. Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless..."
That how Kanye look at it. LOL
My mind is currently a bad place to be at, with complicated troubles, problems, worries, and memories. That's pretty much what's not in a little kids life.
大家都说我很幼稚，但幸好我比大家想像的都还要幼稚
Childish, depends how you look at it, doesn't mean immature. It maybe mean when you see how fucked up the world, when you see what reality is, you still can absorb it, smile and be yourself. Same with making a fool of yourself, being the one who give, give too much of a damn sometimes, and still give a chance to this world, a chance to give back.
"Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself." - Charlie
Keep fighting though, keep learning in all aspect, keep improving, keep full living, regardless the world， 走上理想王道,不忘记过程。
Sorry for being that way that night though. Embarrassed. Something about Gemini that we should know, showing the weak and trembling side is a shame, a last thing they would bring it out. In this case, it just burst out of tough holding and reason of a worst thing that would happened. Ignorance is what's would be expected, but, it's not about the movie, tell you that. And it's not just a story.
Anyways, it gives impact.
人生就是不停的戰鬥，就從為妳受罰開始 :)
p/s: it's not the movie that i found sad, it's the sad commentary i saw is any life.
我会继续幼稚下去。
Oct 29, 2011
Oct 26, 2011
Oct 24, 2011
Silence is gold
Just got a flu, then it mutated into sore-throat, then again it transforms into coughs. feels like my asthma is coming back >< for such a fat guy, asthma with you seems abit classic ain't it?
Happy Birthday to xiao kia, had his one celebrated more or less like the other birthday, our birthday "surprise" tradition. Had a day-long outing in Mid V. :)
I found out that "Rock Corner" is an awesome place to hang out, with the ori music arranged nicely, and so broad, so many genre so many generations. I like that place. Brought home an imported warner music CD from The Shadow. My dad was looking for it since years ago. This, would be the best gift ever. =D "Apache" below, it's nice :) I miss home...
And also, I like it, i mean in most of the time, looking at people's body language and facial expression. It's kinda fun and addictive, especially when you're in a mall - a place full of people. You can roughly understand what people are thinking, expressing, and maybe even their personnel. Ever since that JCI dialogue, Thnx Jackson Yogarajah =)
Mouth is a complicated body part, Next time maybe i'll try to just smile. :)
Happy Birthday to xiao kia, had his one celebrated more or less like the other birthday, our birthday "surprise" tradition. Had a day-long outing in Mid V. :)
I found out that "Rock Corner" is an awesome place to hang out, with the ori music arranged nicely, and so broad, so many genre so many generations. I like that place. Brought home an imported warner music CD from The Shadow. My dad was looking for it since years ago. This, would be the best gift ever. =D "Apache" below, it's nice :) I miss home...
And also, I like it, i mean in most of the time, looking at people's body language and facial expression. It's kinda fun and addictive, especially when you're in a mall - a place full of people. You can roughly understand what people are thinking, expressing, and maybe even their personnel. Ever since that JCI dialogue, Thnx Jackson Yogarajah =)
Mouth is a complicated body part, Next time maybe i'll try to just smile. :)
Oct 23, 2011
Oct 22, 2011
Oct 18, 2011
Oct 16, 2011
Oct 14, 2011
Manageable?
Started this year with a super stressing post in ChESS, head of industrial talk/IChemE talk. Do you know what it's like to work under 2 choosy bosses who are kinda disagree with each other and both are with Ir. Dr. infront of their initials? Haizzz, one mistake or one wrong move, you'll get a email with 36-sized RED fonts screwing you. wuuwuu T.T
BUT, a guy should learn how to man the fuck up, eat the dead cat, swallow the gas or whatever fancy quotes you wanna name it. It's not what I can't handle. Who knows organizing ChESS race, one industrial talk, one IChemE talk and Registration within one week would be so mafan.
ChESS Race kinda get tanked, not much year1 students turn up and whole uni freakin no electricity the whole event. But fun does go on. I like how we dinner after the race and meeting new people, especially leng luis, fevit~ XD
Industrial talk, piuh, i feel abit more professional shaking hands with external speakers, some are from singapore, Hankel, my uncles company ^^. And one more thing, panaroma feature in Sony camera is kinda not bad for a talk in a big room. It makes the report look good XD.
Speaking of reports, haizzz... they sure come after the events that you have arranged since you have no assistant. Plus rushing a site investigation coursework. Woohoo, that's how year 2 kick start in am awesome way right?
And ohh, NBS! haha, after going crazy and meeting people in the ice breaking night, I've decided to hand my name in to be a part of the committee, ya, another post for me lol, to make myself busy enough to sulk in some shit. I've been chosen and been told to announce my post after the dhamma talk "Buddhism for Dummies", which is a very inspiring talk. When they're announcing the posts, and it comes to the publicity part, I was kinda surprise my name came out the first, a director. D= with 6 or 7 other managers working under me. And then I heard some thoughts that some might be unhappy with that, I came late as a committee but then some that worked earlier are under. D=
Anyway, i think i can handle these. Keeping these around you and live life as much as you could helps you sleep sometimes. Some good music, good friends, new people, choreo dance videos, a beautiful dance celebrity Chachi and a nice house are what i like now.
Stay hungry (for experience), keep on learning, be inspired and live like it's going to be your last. PEACE OUT.
ps: I've got Chachi fever! XD
BUT, a guy should learn how to man the fuck up, eat the dead cat, swallow the gas or whatever fancy quotes you wanna name it. It's not what I can't handle. Who knows organizing ChESS race, one industrial talk, one IChemE talk and Registration within one week would be so mafan.
ChESS Race kinda get tanked, not much year1 students turn up and whole uni freakin no electricity the whole event. But fun does go on. I like how we dinner after the race and meeting new people, especially leng luis, fevit~ XD
Industrial talk, piuh, i feel abit more professional shaking hands with external speakers, some are from singapore, Hankel, my uncles company ^^. And one more thing, panaroma feature in Sony camera is kinda not bad for a talk in a big room. It makes the report look good XD.
Speaking of reports, haizzz... they sure come after the events that you have arranged since you have no assistant. Plus rushing a site investigation coursework. Woohoo, that's how year 2 kick start in am awesome way right?
And ohh, NBS! haha, after going crazy and meeting people in the ice breaking night, I've decided to hand my name in to be a part of the committee, ya, another post for me lol, to make myself busy enough to sulk in some shit. I've been chosen and been told to announce my post after the dhamma talk "Buddhism for Dummies", which is a very inspiring talk. When they're announcing the posts, and it comes to the publicity part, I was kinda surprise my name came out the first, a director. D= with 6 or 7 other managers working under me. And then I heard some thoughts that some might be unhappy with that, I came late as a committee but then some that worked earlier are under. D=
Anyway, i think i can handle these. Keeping these around you and live life as much as you could helps you sleep sometimes. Some good music, good friends, new people, choreo dance videos, a beautiful dance celebrity Chachi and a nice house are what i like now.
Stay hungry (for experience), keep on learning, be inspired and live like it's going to be your last. PEACE OUT.
ps: I've got Chachi fever! XD
Oct 9, 2011
微笑。放下
情如种子 萌爱如秧 忍是营养 疼是阳光
等花开 远远都 闻到香
谁也不说 细心收藏 长成树了 绿荫成行
果子却结在篱笆另一方...
不论谁犯的错 何须费事再去道破
再无寄托 只当他爱你比较多
你不必再哭泣着受折磨
泪是线索 泪是勒索
它要消弱 一切的辩驳
我 有权利当一个恶魔
你信我 我真的想过
选择沉默 让你适应新生活
静待寂寞来搅和 陪伴我将孤独探索
现在只想说 心痛已这么多
既然分就分了不是争夺才算爱得有价值
我的安静 是懂事? 是讽刺?
我选择沉默 看你们的新生活
我自己会找暖和 一个人就一个人过
只是拜托 心酸已这么多
留点尊严给我 你的抱歉就算认错
感谢对我诚实 等一下 再说不迟
不急一时 就当仁慈 就这一次
Oct 8, 2011
Glitter's in the hand
Love is like a lamp, while friendship is the shadow.
When the lamp is off, you will find the shadow everywhere.
Friend is who can give you strength at last.
Oct 6, 2011
Dear Totoro
DeAr ToToRo, bRiNg mE tO yOuR sEcReT hIdE oUt
& LeT's jUsT bOw To mY dOuBtS aNd fEaRs
tHaT tHeY cOuLd gRoW tHeM sElF aWaY?
Oct 2, 2011
Oct 1, 2011
It Will Rain
If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin' out the door.
Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make you mine
Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain
Don't you say, Goodbye,
Don't you say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make it right
Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain
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