Empty

The best event of the year is about to fade away. With a blink of an eye, I was back to my home and came back to this place that I still feel a little bit unacquainted. Especially when you just dragged you self from your home sweet home to a place where silly stuffs always happen. 


Right before my long long~ train journey back to my hometown, I had a good time hanging out with Poh, Bing and Pooi. Went to Serdang Jusco for one movie and six hours of k-singing, and then, the next day two more movie we ran to. haha... it was freaking fun, I like it this way, the fun stuffs that come in rallies. After the two movie Me Poh and Bing hanged out at Kajang McD right before the train ride and had some good time chatting, haha, free wifi... woohoo. After reaching Pasir mas, I dropped by my grandpa house 1st, I ought to, you know, respect for the elder. Then just I can go to my home and meet my parents and definitely my long missed dog Vicky! After a good long lick from her, I gave her a bath, just like the way she loved to. Then~ Fuh, finally my time to rest... the whole ride back didn't have a good sleep. >.<


That night was 除夕, had a big dinner with the relatives. And the next day, 初一, this is where the joy begins, where the ang paos started running to me... haha. Had many relatives visited my humble abode. And that night, we all had steamboat, my stomach was full like hell. There was more than 15 of us but the food is still not finished...haha. The next day, 初二, it's our turn to visit other relatives place. That night, we had a barbecue pulak. This was my idea. So, I had to do most of the work, buy all the ingredient and clean up the mess... hah, whole lot of work but totally worth it.

 -=Steamboat=-

 -=Old Friends=-

After the bbq, I rushed to town to meet some of my good friends, long-time-no-see friends. We hang out at a coffee shop. LOL, every single person that met me during CNY said that I look different already. It kinda bumps me out cuz the same thing gets to you over and over again? come on man, I realized that I'm changed lar, but give me a break. >.< 
Chinese New Year, the big time of the year, of course all people love that, the new stuffs, the ang paos, the gathering... But there are some part that I'm not fond with. Like dealing with your relatives... dun wan to say much but, you know la, when you stay with your long seperated relative sure there will be some conflicts...


And back to this campus, it gave me the empty feeling again. I my self dun even know what's the cause of it. I mean I did alot of fun stuffs everyday here, hanging out with friends here but I still feel like I'm leaving a meaningless life in these fully occupied days. And at last, there's still a big emptiness that still not filled that is dangling in my heart... 

“我很想你。我想念那可爱贪玩，但又成熟乐观懂得关心人的你。但可恨的是距离和时机。这没有结局的故事后所带来的空虚，到现在都还没人来填满。。。”