Terung仔

Back To His Wife

2012-01-04T15:50:00.006+08:00

2011 Night before Christmas' eve, a soul rest in peace, stepped into a cloud floor nirvana with a reunion with his long missed wife.

Ever since his wife ever left him and went to some place far far away, he had his life path drifted pretty much apart. A "stroke" took half left of his moving body away, his ability to utter a word gone with it too.

That's what heartbreak brings to you i guess...

I remember the golden memory when he showed me how to do a magic trick with playing cards. I was in awe seeing what he did. I asked to desperately for him to teach me like a kid asking to toys. He said I was too young to learn it. But i didn't ask more, 'cause i know, he's awesome, for me at that age? haha, a magic trick seems out of reach. X)

The picture of him trying to utter a respond and get frustrated of trying so hard but none came out, still lingers in my mind since last year it happened.

Being so far away, as a grandchild, seeing this, I felt so helpless, for this helpless. For being not able to help. For not being there enough... Finger crossed and knock on wood, what if this happen to your own father? What if this happen to your self?

You will be missed. Beloved grandpa and father. Now with her, grandma, after more than a year. Finally they are together again, in peace in heaven.

One more star will appears in the night sky to shine the night, with a another bright one just right beside.... :)

Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-01T15:36:00.004+08:00

It's Two-Zero-One-Two my peeps!! The legendary year is here, today. Check your calendar, it shows 1/1/2012. This is the year they sing about, this is the year they filmed about, this is the year they discussed about all over the world.

My 2012 new year's eve countdown is really hauntingly awesome! A night that I'll definitely missed.
The fireworks on KL skyline, the countdown, the party popper, the party blower, the paper half mask, the boom boom bass music, the balloons, the shinny little paper thingy flying everywhere and drop on everyone's hair, the cheering, the shouting, the hands up in the air, the high fives everywhere, the fist bum with the dj and every strangers, the jumping to the music, the Hennessy, the slight clashing on the glass of pure liquor, and a cute girl named Anne. Beautifully haunting me stepping into 2012. U.U \,,/

It's one of the time you put all things aside and just have fun, real fun. Damn, why can't i always feel this alive. LOL.

Aite, let's just drop the fun stuff and back to serious stuff. Exam in t-minus 9 days, and then on the 19th. Woohoo, holiday again. CNY soon. And in this new year, I wish everyone good luck in their finals, well in health and all the best in the rest of the year.

And of course, hoping 2012 will be nice to us. I wish for world peace, seriously, no jokes.

As we know the New Year just started, and Tokyo,Japan got hit with a 7.0 earthquakes man. Let's just pray for Japan.

ps/: memories of 2011 will fades away with the waves, and let's just march into 2012 and face whatever comes ahead. Cayalah! =)

Christmas state of mind

2011-12-28T17:04:00.006+08:00

Once in a year, christmas. I am not gonna spending this year's meaninglessly. Not necessarily have to get crazy in the street spraying fake snow or being in the club grinding, being with your closed one and really have a "Silent Night" is what supposed to be, haha, that's what i've been telling myself, for a good reason not going out doing something crazy, i would love that actually. XD

Went to Penang, a place full of chinese temples and asian food, but still went into the heart of main reason of Christmas.

First thing that you'll always experienced when you had a homestay at your friends house is, their parents will surely provide you 24-hours of full stomach. Eat, travel, eat, travel, and rest is the last thing me myself would prefer, lol.

First thing after a long bus ride reaching there, is surely, EAT, Hawker stalls can always provide you multiple choices of food and all you can eat in reasonable price. The next day's traveling with the tour guiding of Uncle Looi, first we went for dimsum as breakfast. Any dimsum that is from outside of kelantan is surely better, i can tell you that. lol.

Then we went to a temple, a temple that has a special feature that i've ever heard of, was in an awe when I reached there. It is known as Snake Temple (Hock Hin Keong), it was said that every full and half moon in lunar calendar (初一，十五) snakes will find their way to "hang out" at this temple and go away after that. Sounds magical isn't it? =D What was in my mind is that, "are they gonna appear in every bushes or plants in the temple?!" lol, was in caution every now and then when I passed by any plant life, avoiding any snake ambush when they just hang in any tree. But surely, it was said that without you threatening them, they won't attack you anyhow.

Then we went to a buddhist temple, named Mahindrama Buddhist Temple. Before going there, we were asked to buy 2 pack of milk per person. "Why is that?" was the first thing that came to my mind. It was said that we are going to pray well for our coming soon exam by leaving a pack of milk there when praying and another one is brought back to drink, and leaving a letter of wish in the temple. The temple is well known for students to pray well for their studies. This also brings me awe like that snake temple. The idea of praying with milk is very unique indeed. And also, the structures and buildings of the two temples are beautiful and colorful.

Which means.... photo shooting frenzy! lol, love the colors. Very into photo shooting recently, it really gives me the satisfaction and opportunity to appreciate more on every details in the surrounding of life.

Also watched the movie Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows (2011). Holmes is still ingenious like the last one. Was amazed by his intelligent. Then after that, we had durians, different species of them, woots. And for dinner, seafood meal! damn~ fresh and delicious. Nothing beats fresh oyster and nice clamps.

Final place of interest was, St. Anne Church. This is the one places, that fits the Christmas season, back to the reason of Christmas. The church is huge and was said that the buildings foundation all was imported from italy, the italy design structure giving it the feel of actually being in italy.

Oh, we also went to 2 other places that are actually similar in one thing, up close with animals. Snake garden in the snake temple and Butterfly farm in Balik Pulau. For the first time my man!, I held a big badass scorpion on my hand. It was freakin excited, after hearing the garden tour guider explaining how deadly a scorpion is, and you have it on your palm after that. lol.

While in the snake farm, I touch through a big ass snake from head to tail, it is said that this act will bring you a whole year of fortune. lol. Also did the same on a King cobra, the highly venomous snake. All these are first time for me, and surely you know how all the first times bring what kind of feelings to you. XD

and Also, another beautiful place we visit early in the morning to have a walk at is Tasik Mengkuang. A place full with green valley, cat tail grasses, and a lake. A food to the eyes indeed.

Thus these end the Christmas travel with its meaning and came back to study by train traveling.

Dear Santa

2011-12-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

Santa my man!

You know my bro Buddha, i'm always talking to him, praying to him. So on this Christmas, let me talk to you, on your day man. lol.

I wish all my friends and family are well and happy. You know, like, beside this magical white snow season and many found warmth with their love ones, there are still people who are in need of care. Flood in Philippines and all.. Sickness and unfortunate is everywhere.

So take real care, of all my friends.. May all be well and happy.

2012 is coming soon, so let us do chanting every now and then, to bring peace to the world, and hope to have a better next year. as 2012 is the year of the water dragon, it is said that there might be a lot of natural disaster going to happen, therefore, we would like to pray for a peaceful and harmony 2012.

Tough things happened in this passed year, they were here as challenges. Hope 2012 will be better for all. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Metta

p/s: For you, may health always be with you.
and while for you, get well soon
=)

幸福扑满 - （第三篇）终

2011-12-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

用对方想要的方式去爱，而不是用自己习惯的方式去勉强对方接受。你若使用不对的牦，当然耕不到对方的心田。

秋天来了，枝头的树叶随风飘落。他抱着擦拭干净的扑满，想起在巴士上和火车站那，转身仰望天空，叹了口起，忍着泪的沉重脚步。

在放手前，想抓多紧就抓多紧。

[其实，从铜板在扑满里撞击的沉重声响，我觉醒了。]

遗憾？后悔？经历过的，他才明白在爱情中付出的方式。

“真爱也有现实面，不是谁情愿，就能够解决。拼命想着的事，未必带来感动。
才发现爱不代表一切再真心也会被阻绝。少浪漫一点。再伤再累痛死都不愿怪谁，
要能把每段痴情苦恋在此刻排列面前，也能感觉不埋怨只有怀念。” - 歌词

○ 他学到的是
爱人，或被爱，都没有相爱来得好。当你对一个人不停的付出，即使动机上完全不求回报，时间一久也总会有心力交碎的时候。而重复的，一成不变的付出方式，不仅会让自己觉得疲倦，也会令对方习以为常。

爱，要用行动表达出来。光是默默耕耘，绝对是不够的。你使用的牦，若耕不到对方的心田，怎么能够有具体的收获？

但相对地，爱也不是一味地委屈自己，迎合对方。像些事情，应该提出来讨论，协调出彼此都愿意妥协的方式，不是一个人决定两个人的爱情。

伤过的心，碎过的梦，都将因为割舍之后的新生，有了意义不凡的成长。

恍然大悟的他，看着桌上这一个扑满，有了很棒的想法：找个地方，把它打碎，将里面的零钱取出来，帮助更多人得到幸福。他曾经付出的爱，因此而得到一种升华，一种延展，不会因为她一个人决定不再继续通行于感情的路上而终止。

我想，扑满在被摔破的那一瞬间，得到 [宁为玉碎；不为瓦全] 的至高价值。

对相互爱过，但最终不能相守的情人来说，成全对方得到幸福，只是最好的结局之一。另一个更好的结局是：帮助其它的人得到幸福。

得到幸福，拥有圆满，还要懂得分享，才不会积少成多后，变成自己和别人的负担。

p.s:/ 故事都有个篇尾曲，我想，听听这首还不错吧。爱，本是一种学习，希望“他”不要永远《学不会》

终。。。

幸福扑满 - (第二篇)

2011-12-11T23:34:00.005+08:00

没有吵架的爱情，不代表就一定沟通良好。等他学会表达，等她知道他爱她，爱的感觉却已经不存在了。

随着相爱日子的增加，扑满里的铜板越来越多，铜板撞击的声响也从清脆变得厚重。

接着，铜板几乎占据扑满所有的空间，连摇晃都变得困难。

他拿起来摇一摇，深沉的想：[就像爱情，越来越爱得不轻松。]

种种事情的预兆，发现，感觉，猜测，令他很紧张，却束手无策。他重来没那么害怕，第一次害怕自己身边的东西将离去。

爱情对他来说，虽然很美，但自然流畅。他的不完美主义，受到了“现实”这家伙和[第三者]这回事给动摇了。

他并不知道，她渴望有点波涛汹涌的冒险。像他这样少点上进心，不果段成熟的男人，没给她“值得欣赏”的感觉。

信心没了，配不上他爱的人，那种感觉，给了他的人生一道阴影和裂痕，但也给他一个奋斗和坚强的理由。

没有吵架的爱情，不代表就一定沟通良好。从那一段猜疑和困惑的日子后，个性乐观的他也到了谷底，已经能感受到彼此渐行渐远的距离。

这段感情，走到无疾而终，双方都觉得意外，但也没说明。她变得比较忙，他也不巧的感觉累，约会次数明显变少，仿佛很有默契地告知对方：[不如彼此都静一静，想一想吧！]

过了那段日子，分手之前，他们才学会之前所缺乏的沟通和彼此的弱点。

他说：[谢谢你，让我知道你也曾经爱过我。但我始终不明白，你为什么都不肯表达，让我爱得好累。]

等她学会了表达，等他知道她爱他，爱的感觉却已经不存在了。只剩下这个沉重的扑满，诉说着幸福曾经造访。。。

继续。。。

幸福扑满 - (第一篇)

2011-12-10T02:33:00.011+08:00

有扑满的人，才是最幸福的。扑满，不只可以用来存钱，也可以同时把对未来美好的想像放进去。

大学周末打扫时，他从书架顶层一排书册的背后，找到这一个有点风尘仆仆的瓶罐扑满，想起那一段逝去的感情。他沿着扑满的边缘小心翼翼的擦拭干净之后，脑海浮现出女孩纯真的笑容。

那年冷风吹习的夏日晚上，他们手牵着手，经过一家欧式餐厅。

她说：[看看菜单，就吃你想吃的蓝芝士披薩吧。]

在此之前，一直没机会跟她一起吃他最喜欢的芝士。原因是她拒吃任何乳酪食物。向来迁就她的好恶贪玩，他甚至不敢告诉她自己最喜欢芝士。

难得的机会，他们走入餐厅，点了披薩意大利面，并且接受服务人员的建议，另加一点零钱，点了杯红酒。远处正表演的喷火秀，餐桌上的异国食物，配上暗黄的灯和红砖式的墙壁，扑满的零钱花尽在这桌最后晚餐了。。。

她常欢天喜地的说着她旅游的梦想故事，脸上总冲满喜悦的计划起他们的旅游目的地，提醒双方爱情的甜蜜。他并没有可以告诉她，自己常常投钱进扑满，以一种许愿的心情，期望这段感情幸福长久。

每一次，当她起了玩心，想起了旅行，就会很开心的说：[我们该去那里玩啊？可以去。。。]

不善表达的他，听完之后心里很高兴，但也只是笑笑而已。

继续。。。

Ricocheted

2011-12-08T00:56:00.005+08:00

A List of Thinking:

time heals
the sunrise is a constant
salt water stings
i am worth it
driving calms
the music will never end
books finish
(sometimes happily)
the birds always sing
locked doors can be unlocked
trees produce oxygen
i produce carbon dioxide
stars die all the time
the sun burns
dream big

love hard

live life

Always Will Be

2011-12-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

祝，永远幸福，快乐。

荣

p/s:

学不会

2011-12-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

总是学不会

再聪明一点

记得自我保护必需时候讲些善意谎言

总是学不会

真爱也有现实面

不是谁情愿就能够解决

还是学不会

少浪漫一点

拼命着想的事未必带来感动或被感谢

还是学不会

解释我最伤最累

痛死都不愿怪谁

不是学不会

只是觉得爱太美

值得去沉醉... 流泪

Wake me up, when November ends

2011-12-01T23:31:00.002+08:00

November ends, here come the end, the end where when the past months are at the bottom of a cliff, you're wishing to see a slight glimpse of better hope as an ending. "Wakes me up, when November end"... I should be fully awoke right now, but i still see the break-of-dawn color, the bright light doesn't as close that i should be at. That's when I'm sure, santa is not around this year, but Christmas is still... magical.

December, please be better. Don't give me anymore disappointments, I've had enough, emotionally tired more that anything. Please at least give me a pleasant ending, stop bullying this stupid me.

2012 coming soon. Have you ever wonder, if 2012 is exactly like predicted, the end of the world, what would you do? If 2012 is what's described, will this month be an appropriate time to start to think how you would end it?

If you knew that you were going to lose your leg tomorrow, would you sit on the couch and cry about it, or would you run and jump and do some awesome air kicks while you still could?

再見黑白老照片回憶電影院埋進地面

晚安底片和唱片沉浮在浪間就像詩篇

p/s: From a complete different topic, Speaking about last resort, I get this idea from the media that girl always like to hear, where a guy gets up from a dinning chair and gets down on one knee, holding a bouquet, breathing and trembling in a romantic atmosphere, seeing and hearing the sparkles and the jubilant sound of fireworks and a candle light dinner table, asking the big words: " Would you ~~marry me~~ be my back-up wive?"

D= *disc jam sound*, a back-up wive?

So to paraphrase what it means to make The Ted & Robin Pact, you and somebody special decide that if both of you turn 40 and are still single, then you get together and avoid loneliness. Of course, it is still within this definition to deviate away from the exact guidelines. Such as... one should not be like super fat of something like that. LOL. right?

Leap into the Void

2011-11-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

Yves Klein, Harry Shunk, Janos Kender - Leap into the Void, 1960

The leap into the void is sometimes read as a Buddhist phrase about enlightenment, about embracing emptiness that is not lack as it seems to westerners, but letting go of the finite and material, embracing limitlessness, transcendence, freedom, enlightenment. “Come with me into the void!’ wrote Klein, “You who like me, dream / of that wonderful void / That absolute love…”

—Rebecca Solnit, A Field Guide to Getting Lost

Shits happen

2011-11-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

There are times when you feel like you’re an outcast.

You may feel you’re not wearing the right clothes,

you’re not speaking the way other people speak,

or people just don’t treat you

the way they treat other people, who are part of their crowd.

Times like that, remember that your worth

could never be measured

by the measure used by such people.

Times like that, remember who you really are-

someone who is cherished,

someone truly special,

someone so loved,

that none could ever take away your JOY.

And this is your joy-

that God loves you so much

He willingly gave His own life for you.

You are never an outcast,

you are set apart.

You are never an outsider,

you were chosen even before you were born.

You are God’s beloved child,

and none could snatch you away from His hand!

Let go of what you can no longer keep. Protect what’s still worth keeping. Believe in love most of all.

*copied from http://itakeoffthemask.com/words-of-wisdom/what-is-the-meaning-of-a-heartbreak/

“I am not one who can claim to be stronger, wiser or happier. I am one who journeys among the broken, and among those who continue to rejoice for little glimpses of heaven along the way.” - Joyce, itakeoffthemask.com

淋雨

2011-11-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

不知哪来的想法，我猜，寻找爱情，也许是自私的一件事。但那传说中的缘分，故必是宇宙所安排。往往很多人都想找个伴，绝急想着寻找爱，所谓的desperate。不是我造作，而是我观察周遭人事物，而得来的“纯粹个人看法”。绝急想着寻找爱，只为满足自己的空虚，甜蜜自己生活，不就是都为了自己？

痛而不言是一种智慧，笑而不语是一种豁达。

担负重任，忍痛舍爱，在离开之前，有多紧就捉多紧，然后抬头望前，为大局着想。这样，是不是比较不自私，成熟呢？

爱，那么辛苦，那么迷茫，没有黑白分明的极线，人还是会傻傻追求，就像淋雨，即使感冒了，还盼望淋过一次。

人生百味，浓缩到最后，就是一个“淡”字。

人常说，爱情是自私的。亲生经历，观看人生后，领悟到的，更多。

听说

2011-11-20T13:49:00.001+08:00

“爱情跟梦想都是很奇妙的东西，不用听不用说也不用被翻译，就能感受到”

陈妍希

陈意涵

彭于晏

HAHAHAHA

2011-11-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

Reality

2011-11-17T02:34:00.003+08:00

"Love is old, Love is new,

Love is all, Love is you"

Love can be a new wonderland that you would want to be in it forever, love can be a haunted place that you wishes to death that you'll forget. Love is all on you, love is new when you're getting into one, love is old when you're just came out of it. It's all on you. I see people acting the way they do, feeling the way they feel, i laughed, smuggly at them. Because, what i see, love is old, dream of the damned, complete utter bullshit. I envy them, who can still enjoy that feeling, enjoy being silly and see no problem in it. Hope they'll appreciate it, appreciate the period, the process, the all of it. Before ending up suffering every single night like me, Before seeing what i see...

笑得最灿烂，哭得最透彻，想得最深切 D:

2011-11-13T03:20:00.005+08:00

痛而不言是一种智慧，笑而不语是一种豁达。

有时候，心会没来由的疼一下，好像被针扎了似的，以为是错觉，会瞬间即逝，可下一次还会疼，完全没规律；是欺骗自己，也许是不愿记起，就在心的那个角落里，有血在滴，不能痊愈；当孤独来袭，我只能逃离，向远方行走，至死方休。逃避现实...

我发现，自己不该去否定过去。就算曾经有过痛苦和失败，可正因为它们的存在，才有了站在这里微笑的我，想到这里，我就觉得没有任何遗憾。

其实，我很累了，习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有，

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑...

人生百味，浓缩到最后，就是一个“淡”字。

haizzz, 周杰伦, you again

2011-11-11T02:23:00.002+08:00

周杰伦 - 你好吗

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束
很久我忘了
向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空还牵着
你的手
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年悄悄到
你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到
你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？

也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手

p.s: Happy 11.11.11 :)

Identity Mad

2011-11-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

1st day of autumn - The new beginning

2011-11-05T01:38:00.001+08:00

Scenes from 500 days of summer, "1st day of autumn - The new beginning". 5/11/2011 is a beginning :)

You can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence... There are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be. He knew, he was sure of it now.

When summer's gone, there's always autumn.

p/s: watch this to understand

Taking Steps

2011-11-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

You know what's very satisfying? surprising your self. Do things that you've never think you can do, exceed your expectation, do what you like, and like what you do. Even though things get in your way, stress and tiredness limits you. Feel and fill your life fully with meanings and realizing. Have you ever felt that way? like you look at this world from a high point, seeing what people do, things they're going through, sometimes it brings a smile from your heart, a happy or a merit that you sent them, glad for other's fortunate. It's a sheer joy, for others... and for yourself experiencing that. :)

This week is more of a stair for me, a step that I am taking and pass that last stair, keeping what I've learnt from last step. Things are getting real, more a mindful life I have, being aware of what's happening around.... since I learnt how to read people, how they think and how they will think of myself. This world is truly full of observes and learn.

Over last week, I've manage to assemble a team, a team called publicity. As a director, I see things differently. Reflecting my self, ( as in the exco training from SA), a authoritarian and a impoverish, both to get things done but baring in mind the relationship of others with me. In a short period, I've managed to arrange a talk with a sales engineer, produced a bunting delivering by myself, and hardest of all is having a team together to do their works and rush the dateline.

The most satisfying day that I will missed is yesterday and today. Starting from yesterday morning, the first task is, making announcements of my talks in a 155 students class, and then, I rushed to SA circle to set up Thailand Relief Fund booth, and then to go to Penny for the souvenir preparation. During lunch time, dealt with the old aged bill of my sweater purchase together with another 2 person sweater that I have to confirm with. Right before the talk, I have to entertain with that external speaker and a lecture, I felt like a business man D: after that talk, There's another talk to manage, IChemE registration in TCR1. Having that prepared and carried out is a tough deal. AND THEN, I have to prepare myself before I went to a dharma talk as the MC. Turns out a very inspiring and humorous talk. :) A long day, ended.

Progressive Cavity Pump Talk

IChemE Registration

The Way To Freedom by Uncle Vijaya :)

Today came, same thing, booth setting up and of course classes. And then booth duty the whole day. It's fun though, meeting and connecting with people. A big step I've made today is, I gave my name to Music Society's choir group, why is that, volunteering my self as a choir beatboxer!! haha, that's a big step for me, coz that's what i like, that's what I dream for. Hope that choir team accept me though. :)

That it, stepping up a stair. Targeting a date of 5/11/2011. A special day where I should let go. in fact, it's the birthday of sutien :) thanks for my housemates. This house, do really feels like a home. Not because the design of it. It's the characters it built for me. We cooked and have dinner like a family, we laughed like one, we behave like one. Thank You. For that support from them, I will take this step. To let go, to stop sulking, Thank You. It may not be my birthday it's sutien, but I would like to make a wish onward this day, 5/11/2011. I think I've made it, just like how you guys supported, like how you guys set it. So I wish to give me a chance to give back. To all my friends, give me a chance to LOVE you. I may often seems awkward and weird, but bare with me, let me give my pouring-out love. It maybe a way that's hard to accept or get use to, but, I'll have to put my love somewhere, my love that pumped, was cut off and now it's pouring, give me a subject or a space to put them will ya? Thank you, housemates and friends. Tomorrow will be a better day.

我將一句話遺留在青春裡，現在，我想跟妳說……

2011-11-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

成長，最殘酷的部份就是，女孩永遠比同年齡的男孩成熟。

女孩的成熟，沒有一個男孩招架得住。

我錯了。

如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩，

當她有人疼，有人愛，你會真心真意的祝福她。

永遠幸福，快樂。

The one who takes the hit and entertains you

2011-10-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

徒勞無功

2011-10-30T15:20:00.002+08:00

"In the night I heart them talk, the coldest story ever told. Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless..."

That how Kanye look at it. LOL

My mind is currently a bad place to be at, with complicated troubles, problems, worries, and memories. That's pretty much what's not in a little kids life.

大家都说我很幼稚，但幸好我比大家想像的都还要幼稚

Childish, depends how you look at it, doesn't mean immature. It maybe mean when you see how fucked up the world, when you see what reality is, you still can absorb it, smile and be yourself. Same with making a fool of yourself, being the one who give, give too much of a damn sometimes, and still give a chance to this world, a chance to give back.

"Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself." - Charlie

Keep fighting though, keep learning in all aspect, keep improving, keep full living, regardless the world，走上理想王道,不忘记过程。

Sorry for being that way that night though. Embarrassed. Something about Gemini that we should know, showing the weak and trembling side is a shame, a last thing they would bring it out. In this case, it just burst out of tough holding and reason of a worst thing that would happened. Ignorance is what's would be expected, but, it's not about the movie, tell you that. And it's not just a story.

Anyways, it gives impact.

人生就是不停的戰鬥，就從為妳受罰開始 :)

p/s: it's not the movie that i found sad, it's the sad commentary i saw is any life.

我会继续幼稚下去。

Take one :)

2011-10-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

Imperfect

2011-10-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

Silence is gold

2011-10-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

Just got a flu, then it mutated into sore-throat, then again it transforms into coughs. feels like my asthma is coming back >< for such a fat guy, asthma with you seems abit classic ain't it?

Happy Birthday to xiao kia, had his one celebrated more or less like the other birthday, our birthday "surprise" tradition. Had a day-long outing in Mid V. :)

I found out that "Rock Corner" is an awesome place to hang out, with the ori music arranged nicely, and so broad, so many genre so many generations. I like that place. Brought home an imported warner music CD from The Shadow. My dad was looking for it since years ago. This, would be the best gift ever. =D "Apache" below, it's nice :) I miss home...

And also, I like it, i mean in most of the time, looking at people's body language and facial expression. It's kinda fun and addictive, especially when you're in a mall - a place full of people. You can roughly understand what people are thinking, expressing, and maybe even their personnel. Ever since that JCI dialogue, Thnx Jackson Yogarajah =)

Mouth is a complicated body part, Next time maybe i'll try to just smile. :)

drapetomania

2011-10-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

Used

2011-10-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

无声言语

2011-10-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

闲来无事的时候，

去买一杯奶昔坐在麦当劳的靠窗的位子，

看着外面的人来人往，车水马龙。

着躲在路过的年轻妈妈背后的小孩子扮鬼脸，

看着稚嫩的笑脸回应自己笑容，

暖洋洋的感觉弥漫心头……

迷了路

2011-10-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

我懂了。我的安静是，爱的表示。

Manageable?

2011-10-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

Started this year with a super stressing post in ChESS, head of industrial talk/IChemE talk. Do you know what it's like to work under 2 choosy bosses who are kinda disagree with each other and both are with Ir. Dr. infront of their initials? Haizzz, one mistake or one wrong move, you'll get a email with 36-sized RED fonts screwing you. wuuwuu T.T

BUT, a guy should learn how to man the fuck up, eat the dead cat, swallow the gas or whatever fancy quotes you wanna name it. It's not what I can't handle. Who knows organizing ChESS race, one industrial talk, one IChemE talk and Registration within one week would be so mafan.

ChESS Race kinda get tanked, not much year1 students turn up and whole uni freakin no electricity the whole event. But fun does go on. I like how we dinner after the race and meeting new people, especially leng luis, fevit~ XD

Industrial talk, piuh, i feel abit more professional shaking hands with external speakers, some are from singapore, Hankel, my uncles company ^^. And one more thing, panaroma feature in Sony camera is kinda not bad for a talk in a big room. It makes the report look good XD.

Speaking of reports, haizzz... they sure come after the events that you have arranged since you have no assistant. Plus rushing a site investigation coursework. Woohoo, that's how year 2 kick start in am awesome way right?

And ohh, NBS! haha, after going crazy and meeting people in the ice breaking night, I've decided to hand my name in to be a part of the committee, ya, another post for me lol, to make myself busy enough to sulk in some shit. I've been chosen and been told to announce my post after the dhamma talk "Buddhism for Dummies", which is a very inspiring talk. When they're announcing the posts, and it comes to the publicity part, I was kinda surprise my name came out the first, a director. D= with 6 or 7 other managers working under me. And then I heard some thoughts that some might be unhappy with that, I came late as a committee but then some that worked earlier are under. D=

Anyway, i think i can handle these. Keeping these around you and live life as much as you could helps you sleep sometimes. Some good music, good friends, new people, choreo dance videos, a beautiful dance celebrity Chachi and a nice house are what i like now.

Stay hungry (for experience), keep on learning, be inspired and live like it's going to be your last. PEACE OUT.

ps: I've got Chachi fever! XD

微笑。放下

2011-10-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

情如种子萌爱如秧忍是营养疼是阳光

等花开　远远都　闻到香

谁也不说细心收藏长成树了绿荫成行

果子却结在篱笆另一方...

不论谁犯的错　何须费事再去道破
再无寄托　只当他爱你比较多
你不必再哭泣着受折磨
泪是线索　泪是勒索
它要消弱　一切的辩驳
我　有权利当一个恶魔
你信我　我真的想过
选择沉默　让你适应新生活
静待寂寞来搅和　陪伴我将孤独探索
现在只想说　心痛已这么多

既然分就分了不是争夺才算爱得有价值
我的安静　是懂事?　是讽刺?
我选择沉默　看你们的新生活
我自己会找暖和　一个人就一个人过
只是拜托　心酸已这么多
留点尊严给我　你的抱歉就算认错
感谢对我诚实　等一下　再说不迟
不急一时　就当仁慈　就这一次

Glitter's in the hand

2011-10-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

Love is like a lamp, while friendship is the shadow.

When the lamp is off, you will find the shadow everywhere.

Friend is who can give you strength at last.

Dear Totoro

2011-10-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

DeAr ToToRo, bRiNg mE tO yOuR sEcReT hIdE oUt

& LeT's jUsT bOw To mY dOuBtS aNd fEaRs

tHaT tHeY cOuLd gRoW tHeM sElF aWaY?

Thanks For Your Support

2011-10-02T16:50:00.000+08:00

Thanks for posting this xiao kia leong,

you're the best bro.

It Will Rain

2011-10-01T12:09:00.001+08:00

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin' out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

Don't you say, Goodbye,
Don't you say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
That'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

灰色日记

2011-09-28T08:31:00.001+08:00

曾经经历的，曾经感受的，曾经面对的，现在面对的，现在所付出的，现在所感受的。
没人知道，没人明白，没人了解。
一个人的所有残局，一个男人，只能呐喊，心情要放哪里？

28/9 早上 8：30，刷牙，冲凉，早餐，
带上微笑面具，面对灰色世界。

拼湊

2011-09-27T17:15:00.005+08:00

从前有一个渔夫爱上了一个女孩,但是女孩总是把心藏在海底，渔夫怎么样都打捞不到，只好把自己变成一位厨师，他试着把女孩的心做成一道甜点。

再美好的东西--也有失去的一天。
再深的记忆--也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人--也有远走的一天。
再美的梦--也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃--绝不挽留。
该珍惜--绝不放手。
宁愿笑着流泪，也不哭着后悔。

Sea Shells

2011-09-06T12:57:00.003+08:00

"Listen to the sea shells,

Listen to the memories"

Terung仔2011

Description:

Our lives are shaped by our experiences. Our experiences are preserved in our memories. If you could look through a window that softened the edge between reality and fiction, what would you want to see? What would you want to remember?

Sound of the ocean, kept in the shells, like memories. I love the ocean. The beach, can be representing metaphorical scenes for both happy and sad. The sunrise and the sunset, captured, in the shell.

For me now, i saw something in the shell. For one single arbitrary moment. I've gathered enough courage to whisper something in her ear. Something I always known but never told her, holding my breath only makes my heart beat faster. and then,... doesn't matter. The edge between reality and fiction is blurred. In reality now, she...

She looks at me for the first time... differently, but with the same eyes that I felt in love with...

A story based on reality or a story based on fiction. Maybe one day, fiction can become reality.

Stairway to Heaven

2011-09-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

This one is the classic of the classic. Released in the late 1971. one of the greatest rock songs of all-time.

"This song makes me wanna strip naked, burst out of my window, free fall 28 floors, faceplant in the snow, make a snow angel mixed with my own blood, shiver from the cold, get hypothermia, DIE, go the pearly gate, say wuzzup to Jesus, do our secret hand shake, look for Buddha, find him, have him reincarnate me into a frog, meet a princess, kiss her, turn into a prince, order my subjects to bring me a computer, listen to this song again, cry myself to sleep. Wake up.. Repeat." XD

" I'm not some top 40 song, easily digestible. I'm complex, and require multiple listens. I'm Stairway to Heaven."

Ted Mosby

完 • 美结局

2011-08-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

电影般的凄美结局

心，哭笑的碎了。

Colors

2011-08-19T08:48:00.002+08:00

Learn alil' bit of something yesterday from my friend, something can help you to avoid some awkwardness and, you know, at least to know.

Islamic praying schedule (dunno how to name this obviously LOLxD)

Subuh (in english means dawn) -- 6.00am-7.00am
Zuhur -- 1.30pm-4.30pm (it depends on the sun they say,starts when it's slightly crooked away from top of your head)
Asal -- 4.30pm-7.30pm
Maghrib -- 7.30pm-8.30pm (this is when they open fast, it also said to see the weather to open fast, when the sun is down but the sky is still not darken)
Isyak -- 8.30pm-6.00am

It's been over half a month since islam friends start fasting, so, respect and understand. bye :)

The Quest of Physics

2011-08-08T22:41:00.004+08:00

A force in nature governed by laws as real as the laws of gravity. The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this:

If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you.

Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.

Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions.

She looks at you like you're someone never met before, much less someone once loved with high passion. The irony is, you can hardly blame anyone. I mean, check yourself out. You're a pathetic mess, unrecognizable even to your own eyes.

But you love her?

So love her.

But you miss her?

So miss her.

Send her some love and light every time you think about her, then drop it.

People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s personalities. Who wouldn’t? Anybody can love the most wonderful parts of another person. But that’s not the clever trick. The really clever trick is this: Can you accept the flaws? Can you look at your partner’s faults honestly and say, ‘I can work around that. I can make something out of it.’? Because the good stuff is always going to be there, and it’s always going to pretty and sparkly, but the crap underneath can ruin you

To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life.

I thank God for FEAR because for the first time, I'm afraid the person next to me will be the one who wants to leave...

"Do not apologize for crying. Without this emotion, we are only robots."

from Eat Pray Love

Elizabeth Gilbert

怀珠的贝

2011-08-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

医情伤虽无良方，该来的不必慌。
先止住专情，再戒了念念不忘。
再试试用两年，模糊了初恋模样。
才好指望从此再无关痛痒。

说的好，情话简直迷汤。
喝不着，渴望；喝多了，穿肠。
嚐起如温火煨出热泪滚烫，
爱早远了，谁还在原地失神游荡？

it's time

2011-08-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

It's time for what? - it's time to go back to uni. Going back uni so early? - resit during august whole month. thick and thin throughout my summer. yep, my summer is kinda over. My current focus will be ich, then acp, pef, hmt and finally mpc. four one-hour tests and ich is for two hours. It's been a super fun two months that i had for summer. Compare to last boring summer days i mean.

Let's see, first thing first, my driving skill, improve drastically than i imagine. Been driving around nearly everyday and drove with loads of different people. That brings me to other fun stuffs i can do since. First, it gives me freedom, to much of it maybe, been scolded for the petrol bill. LOL XD. after all the money buying a new laptop, due to frequent break down the old one.

I went to a downsyndrom centre as a volunteer spontaneously, work as a half of a primary school librarian voluntarily ( help out = no salary XD). Badminton every monday, that's my favorite part. and my badminton skill is kinda improved. erhem~ haha. Gym too. I tried a super fun job as a mascot, loved and terrified by kiddos. and most importantly, friends, old or new, i'm connected.

Most memorable, being a mascot. Who does that actually, haha, crazy yesman like me. It's kinda feel nice though, like wearing a cute mask and evryone adores you, wanna get close to you, especially kids. At one point i think imma cry, kids can be just the warmest. :) What a wonderful experience.

Fast mixed with new friends

In mascot and with two nice asst.XD

view from inside, you can only see kids. XD

Sampat primary kiddos

Meanwhile...

Something i ate, aka food for thought, haha, in this summer. Do whatever you want, whenever you can, hesitation brings you no where fun. My gemini o-blooded fren ( yeah, i know you're reading XD) has a quote, "做罢了or去罢了~", it may bring you surprises, but not for evrything though, haha. Maybe we're just young enough to say. Learned and changed my self, (my thinking and my lifestyle) through books and movies too. One important "see through" i get from a movie called 500 days of summer, through a quote that says:

" If Tom had learned anything... it was that you can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence... Tom had finally learned, there are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be. He knew, he was sure of it now. "

But I know, when "Summer"'s gone there's always "Autumn". Maybe I am right about fate, about meant to be, but maybe i'm just not right about the person.

Heavy and Light

2011-07-17T15:50:00.001+08:00

Resit from 10th till 16th aug, studying bits by bits but not neglecting the summer moments in my life. Primary school library and Jing Shi reading centre is part of my life currently, with bunch of friends to do crazy things with. Another thing is summer that is connected to my current life, GYM. Six bucks per visit are tiring. but dunno why i kinda put on some weight, haha, muscles maybe XD Trying to make each of my day full, with people i like. Some those i'd lost contact long time ago, some those my high school form mate that i just know, haha, it's kinda fun just to make friend with those you didn't get to know last time in high school but now you stick together like best friends. A brother worth having Leong Wai Hou, back from Southampton, uk last week. The bond between never broke coz of distance and time. Yumcha session at nightSS. That day me and him stand on the back of a 4x4 car, strolling around town with the city lights and night breeze. This is what i appreciate, crazy stuffs with bro's. Sometimes McD, we sit there chatting till the workers ask us to leave but we still sitting there, the worker got angry and lock us inside. hahaha, i feel young and crazy when with them. XD

Another thing, my laptop, power board or mother board or whatever shit, just broke down on me last week. Need some money to repair. Parents recommend to buy a new one, Asus k-series? any suggestion?

Met one girl one guy, o-type blooded gemini just like i am. Personality - 70% alike. This is awesome! magically we can mixed together perfectly. This girl, thinks like i do, that guy, like what i like. Argh~ super happy hanging out with them. Why can't i always feel this alive? mayb only kelantan can provide me with these.

That's all, erm~ no laptop, no connection, so, stay tuned. :)

blogging with this crappy comp, pardon my typing.

Something random funny

2011-07-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Been driving freely to anywhere i want since Cassey's visit, haha, thanks this opportunity i've convinced my fellow "guardian" parents that i can drive, XD With this car, most often i use it for is night yumcha! XD Really enjoy speeding it with the club hitz, u know how hitz.fm play those clubs songs around clubbing time, driving on a highway with that is definitely awesome.

A funny thing happened last week, i was in a jam, was trying to squeeze the myvi from left lane to right lane. Here a funny piece of advice, when you're in that situation, what i would do to make the drive behind me willing to give me some space is......... show my personal awesome hand sign of all, PEACE! haha, i show that driver that day, she actually did let me pass. LOL.

One more thing i did in this summer is, making special cuisine, haha. That day i've made some hotdog chapati roll with egg. now, i did a thing i call it summer dip. XD Using avocados, corns, lime, and some parsley, making a dip to eat with corn chips, Chaccos. haha. Trust me, it taste so SUMMER! =D

Beats and pulses

2011-06-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

语录：普遍

2011-06-26T02:18:00.000+08:00

There Comes A Time

2011-06-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Not a boring day

2011-06-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went to Down Syndrome Center Lions Club of Kota Bharu today. Experience part of a society you don't see everyday. Heading there expecting to work with these special ones in packing button and thread. This kind of work is signed contract with local handcraft company to make this down syndrome center a cottage industry. This will prepare them a working opportunity, to make them able to take responsibility on task given, to introduce them working habit and also to foster their self-esteem.

haha, did you know down syndrome categories into active and autism? did you know not all down syndrome patient are with the same face that I myself use to think? haha, even some down syndrome patient also look good. It's just then mental in not well developed. Met a d.s. guy name Chi Kang, he's a local star there, LOL XD kepo much. He's one of the active one. But unluckily his brother Chi Kun also a d.s. patient with much more aggressive emotions. Chi Kun recently is not mentally stable, injured a few people in that center and even his mom. The "teacher" there decided to give him a "punishment" by suspending him from the center for a few days, in order to stable his stressfulness and also keep him from injuring others.

Played carom with bunch of them. The way they play? No rules. XD But you can't scold them, they will get crazzeyyy~~ XD and coincidentally today is a routine day. Routine day for what? routine day for local prison mates to come here to perform their community service once a week.

No photos here bcoz i dunno why can't upload photo to blog today. LOLx check them on my fb ^^

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超有意思MV

2011-06-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

而第二波主打歌曲《爱情掉在哪里？》的音乐录像带，邀请到金曲奖常客黄中平导演替井柏然打造三段式故事MV，井柏然在MV里饰演一位患有失忆症的男孩，由于记忆会随着时间

慢慢遗失，他很害怕忘记后再也想不起与女友的甜蜜回忆，为了记得相恋时美好的过程，他选择透过自拍，替自己与对方留下浪漫的画面，而MV里井柏然多场难过痛哭的画面，相信又会让所有朋友哭红了眼。

　　井柏然表示当初录《爱情掉在哪里？》时，自己的脑海里浮现许多画面，他觉得这首歌想表达出爱情在无意之间遗失的无奈和感受，其实不论时代、年龄、性别甚至国籍，每个人都可能会面临到爱情掉了的问题，只是当爱情掉了后，相恋时的美好画面还是值得细细品味。而拍摄过程中，一场寻找失散女友的画面，让井柏然吃足苦头。原来他顶着正中午36度的高温，在人潮众多的西门町街头疯狂奔走，甚至在大马路上崩溃痛哭，井柏然直呼："好尴尬！"因为这是他第一次在公开场合大众面前流泪，还被经过的路人指指点点，以为他是神经病。对此，井柏然说："大概是因为他们不够认识我，没关系，我会加油。希望可以藉由《井柏然首张同名专辑》吸引更多的观众喜欢支持我。"敬业的他更让黄中平导演赞赏万分，直说要收他当干儿子，以后来台湾都可以住在导演家，这让自幼就由奶奶带大的井宝十分感动。

MV里除了由井柏然亲身上阵的失忆少年，另一段故事是一位在路上张贴寻狗启事的着急女生,因为那条遗失的小狗是热恋时男友送给她的定情物，她身上还有当时两人爱的刺青印记，但在这寻找狗的过程中，不禁让她开始回想起当时双方轰轰烈烈的爱情如今掉在那里了呢？最后一段故事则是井柏然在公园巧遇一位老婆婆，老婆婆带着两份便当，凝视着远方，似乎在等待着什么？原来婆婆的爱人因为战争一去不回，但经过这么多年后，她仍然相信爱情不会就这样掉了，还是有被找回来的一天，所以她不放弃的继续在等待奇迹。井柏然希望透过这三段不同但都是关于爱情掉了的故事，能让更多听众在听到这首歌时，会跟他有相同的共鸣。

Something personal

2011-06-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

People always quote a classic quote: "When there's a will, there's a way." I guess for me, it's not too late to make that as my present and future guide. Now i will keep on fighting until where it's down to faith to decide. These are all due to how childish i used to be, with zero sense of responsibility what so ever, didn't really appreciate what i have, didn't strive hard for what i dream for, what i want and what i put my heart at. Now, i know, what i should do. To dedicate myself to be a better man. Strive with my truthful heart pursuing what my heart points to, what my dreams lead to, for the sake of my self, and people i love and people who love me. I always think that i am the "nobody cares", but in reality, i am not, i'm just greedy. I am being selfish. I always think of myself as a person who would think of people's good rather than myself priory. But in REALITY, i am selfish, didn't really notice how i be myself would affects people around me. I would be a better man now with dreams to aim for, with presents and future to appreciate for and with beloved people around me. Thinking of you makes me embrace myself, less of a coward, less of a kiddo. Now i see, thank you. No matter what happens, I will know how to appreciate now, and that six chinese words that i said will surface out to be the truth. I'll always love you.

haha, that's personal, dun take too much into account in judging me ya. Going to visit a DownSyndrom center of LEO club in KB as a volunteer for a day. Will write about that soon, see ya.

陰天的向日葵

2011-06-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

爱上月亮的向日葵，会不会。。。久而久之~渐渐凋谢？

语录: 心愿

2011-06-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Perfect

2011-06-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

Lyrics:

Oh I was perfect
For the circus
If she dared me I'd do it
Love makes you stupid
I gave it up
But I guess it was not enough
'Cos she never seems satisfied

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect,
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

She set the bar
Just above the stars
A rocket couldn't reach it
But I still kept on reaching
She watched me try
Atleast a thousand times
If she loved me she'd stop me,
But no

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

I saw something worth my future
So wrong, so wrong.
In my mind I would find a reason ???
But I guess I wasn't wrong

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me
Who is?

Epiphany

2011-06-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time e? din really write out whatever i wanted at my blog for a long time already, plus writing a diary was never a choice for me. Since when blogging become so a scary and uncool to me when i wrote something about my feeling? eeh! long forgotten. but i think i kinda initiated a trend of short blogging here.XP I miss it when my blog are so "sunny" and positive and about things that happen everyday and people used to like it. Now what i heard about ppl's comments about my blog is "full of philosophy" LOL. not another philosopher wannabe anyway. XD

ANYWAY~ the main point about what to write here, that is in my mind, is... To be the last one leaving, will feel a double of emotions than that of who's not. A whee bit ...( how to say this delicately...) RELUCTANT, reluctant and sad. Being at behind packing things, switching off lights, closing all windows, locking all light etc etc..., a feeling will come up to to you, i dunno what the hell is that but it's close to sad... more or less, you know what I'm saying.

Stuffs i learned to today: (haha, sounds so formal) Send her to KLsentral for soon departure to redang Seatru volunteer thingy.She likes to run here and there and being hard to "tame" LOL long story short, i guess it's not easy to be a better man. arghh, off topic again. I was waiting at the ktm station in kl sentral with a crowd and was able to find a seat, then out of nowhere, a malay "pak cik" walk around like searching something he lost. I was blur and stupid, arghh~ i should have just stand up and let him sit on my place. I was thinking to stand up and do the right thing but i hesitate. why?! why did i hesitate? because of racism? because i don't trust much people in strange place like this big city? Because to this i regret for the whole day and got me wonder how and what this society has transformed or transformed us to be?

By the time i was regretting and ashamed of myself, i overheard the conversation of this young malay that share his seat to this pak cik, "Nik Aziz"... saying Nik aziz, with an age of eighty something by now, that still keeping this Bandaraya Islam running, should hand over his position. What i just realized is, people are actually talking about issues in kelantan here. LOL. Kelantan, without fail, had rule by PAS for decades. Maybe it's time to have a change, a not so "islamic" change. Okay~ okay~ too sensitive to talk about.

Another thing i see is, Racism. About a scene i've seen twice this week. Involving primary school kids. What i saw and heard was this: Them kids playing hand interaction games with each other, with all the claps here claps there, saying, 公鸡，母鸡，kepo鸡，看谁送给bangkali!... I was like what~~~~ the level of hand claps games had evolved to this???!! haha. SEE~~~ we have kids being racist since young. How sad is this scene? Mostly are because of parents and peers, like the comedian ChiHo said: Even when young, mothers always tell their kids to beware of indians that will catch you and take you to sell.. LOL.. what is this~~~

That all folks, until next time, of epiphany~~ chao.

朋友

2011-05-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

人与人之间为什么会产生嫉妒，人与人之间为什么会存在爱与恨，

有些人值得去让你交朋友，有些人却不值得去交，

值得交的朋友是在你最寂寞最需帮助的时候伸把手，

不值得交的朋友只会在你的背后讥笑你，看不起你，

人生朋友无数，但是得一知己难，

当自己被那些不值得交的朋友耍时，得知后会是怎样呢？

朋友分好坏，有些朋友安分守己，本本分分做人。有的朋友则相反。

和值得交的朋友说话就能感觉到对方对你的诚意，不值得交的朋友却满不在乎的给你讲话。

值得交的朋友每天都忙忙碌碌的，而那些不值得交的朋友每天都在为自己去那玩，去那耍做打算。

值得交的朋友总会在你不高兴的时候不开心的时候安慰你，关心你，陪你说说话。虽然其中有些人会误会你们，但是脚正不怕鞋歪，只要你们之间什么事也没有。

不值得交的朋友总会在你的背后讥笑你，讽刺你，反正事不关己高高挂起，管他呢，等到有什么需要你帮忙时，就会嬉皮笑脸的让你帮，你把她当朋友，所以也不好推辞，但是你错了，因为当时你被她利用了。

还有那些你觉得值得交但是真正却不值得交的朋友。表面上看着怪老实，可是内心里却不是你想的那样，每天也是忙忙碌碌的，但背后干什么你完全不知，这种人是最阴的人，当你发现她做的一切后你就会恶心，恨，让你欲哭无泪，只恨自己当初太在乎，瞎了眼，交错了朋友。朋友一生一起走。别人把你当朋友，你却把他当白痴对待，这样的行为你自己心里就好受吗？你就能安心吗？

在学校时，老师说多交些朋友，对自己以后有用，但是要慎重交友，当时想管它呢，反正有人陪你玩就都是朋友。但是当你出了校门，步入社会，你就会觉的老师的话有多么重要，交错了朋友你后悔就没有后悔药。

以上是我步入社会做出的总结，不亲身经历怎么会真正体会，我交过些朋友，有值得的，有不值得的，那些我都分得清，但是那些表面装的很像的人我还是至今才发现，但是发现后真的有点不敢相信，竟然隐藏了那么久，让我觉的有点恶心，哎！

以势相交者，势尽则倾；

以权相交者，权失则弃；

即便以情相交，情逝则人伤；

惟有以心相交者，淡泊有志，朋友不失！

做人。三分

2011-05-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

知人不必言盡　留三分餘地與人　留些口德與己
責人不必苛盡　留三分餘地與人　留些肚量與己
才能不必傲盡　留三分餘地與人　留些內涵與己

鋒芒不必露盡　留三分餘地與人　留些深歛與己

有功不必邀盡　留三分餘地與人　留些謙讓與己

得理不必搶盡　留三分餘地與人　留些寬和與己

得寵不必恃盡　留三分餘地與人　留些後路與己

氣勢不必倚盡　留三分餘地與人　留些厚道與己

富貴不必享盡　留三分餘地與人　留些福澤與己

凡事不可做盡　留三分餘地與人　留些餘德與己

為人處事　常留三分地與人設想　尚存幾分與己

语录: 小人物

2011-04-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Inequality ♥

2011-04-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

12/4/2011

Details In The Fabric

2011-03-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

(from me: means don't let the small things in live affects you, look at a bigger picture ^^)

乔克叔叔

2011-03-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Juggling to get the best of both world... forget about one more world I have.... Myself.

满

2011-03-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

啊！不能顶了~ 很久没有好好的部落各了。但是，昨天发生的每一件事，每一个细节，都太有意义了，表达了它才双，呵呵XD

在上礼拜参加的佛学营已经够好玩了，更好玩的是接下来的。=D 在营里，子祥讲到了这个星期周末有个晚宴，需要人手帮忙做义工，于是！哈哈，我参与了。XD

当天，在学校集合了，又与会了大多的营员。有一种又重温营里生活的感觉^^ 等了大概二十多分钟，sister Pai Ling才到来载我们，我上了郑坤的车，还没出发前，遇到了一班日本朋友，猜是来我们学校参观的。哇，我们一辆车6个人，热情到~ 搅下窗口，挥手打招呼，喊了什么anehaseyo~ sarangheyo 的，哈哈，人家根本就是日本的，乱来! XD 一辆车五个男人，不明不是看到有日本美女~兴奋了？哈哈。。。咳，结果发现sister pailing 的车还多了一个座位，结果派了我换车坐去^^

一路上，有说有笑，子祥还说了他前天在kl sentra l过夜的经验和领悟，哈哈。说在城市里看日出的感觉，在城市半夜流浪的感觉，乘坐第一班ktm的感觉。哈哈。说下说下，就到了ＨＧＨ　ｃｏｎｖｅｎｔｉｏｎ　ｃｅｎｔｅｒ了。派好了工作后，就到了义工们的晚餐时间了。ＴｚｅＹａｎ还吃了三ｒｏｕｎｄ！　哈哈，ＴｚｅＹａｎ是个吃长期斋的信徒，一听到有斋大餐的义工，还不兴奋到参加和吃个痛快？哈哈，过后还打包啊～　呵呵。ＸＤ

吃饱后，就到会礼堂门口拿了义工制服，开始了工作，男生：需要用到人力的时候就会被叫到，咳～哈哈。我们都分了两组，一组是帮来宾对票对桌子号码，而另一组是带领来宾们到他们的桌子去。而我就是带他们的那个了。

哇，说到带领来宾，果然，出现了很多不同类似的来宾。我这时候领悟的意义经验就来了。一开始，人群还不多，轻松。不久，当人群多的时候，厚！一切都有点混乱。我招待了很多人，其中特别有意思的包括了，一位女僧，４个盲人，一个说话有点漏风的信徒。哈哈。　

招待那位女僧的时候，厚厚～　特别的有礼貌，合了掌，带她到僧人们的桌位去，表示了尊敬。一桌里，很多不同类似，不同肤色，不同性别的僧人们。另外呢，说到了，是个盲人，当他们以对了票后，踏入礼堂，我看到的他们是手抓着前面盲人的，类似４位盲形成的火车，呵呵：）好友意思，哈哈，我也列进了那个火车里，哈哈～～～带头了。厚厚，带他们到他们的桌位去。那盲人人体列车里，第一位还是个美女，我还是第一次看到那么漂亮的残障人士呢：）　

另外那个讲话有点漏风的ｕｎｃｌｅ，他一直重复了“四十四，四十四～”，好吧，４４号，带了到前面去。哈哈，结果他到回来，责问我说我带错了，他说他的号码是“七十四～”　哎呀～超尴尬的，被骂了，ＸＤ　

好不容易，整个礼堂，大概两千多个人，带完了。是时候派传单和日历为赠品了。中场是，有免费的很多精彩表演。有唱男高音的，有专业的４位口琴家，一位专业的笛子家，ｓｒｉ　ｌａｎｋａ来的敬佛舞。哇哇哇！ＸＤ

过了中场后，又好几桌的来宾们都走了，厚厚，我们又有好康了！竟然当了来宾，吃了豪华斋大餐。边吃边看表演，免费！哈哈。哦！还有，是个口琴家里面叻，有个美女，有点欣赏的我，拿了相机拍了照，可能有点过于开心吧，当时有点疯狂，被人说了一句“酱花心的～”。　哈？哈哈，这样就是花心？我知道她不介意就好啦～哈哈，小事。

晚宴接近尾声时，我们又开始忙了，准备收回传单，迎送来宾，收收手尾，来个疯狂大合照，来宾们走后，我们上了台，我喊奥语的：“我要上台！”，哈哈，上台拍了照，就结束了。剩下的好康也拿着回了，在回的路上也有说有笑，到了学校也已经一点多，这一天，有意思！

異地戀

2011-02-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

"可是，有些人一刻不曾想念。

不思量，自難忘。

不敢想念，因為不敢忘記。

可是可是，

有些手很久很久沒有辦法牽，

有些依依不捨吻只能對著電話……

下雨啦，有沒有人給她撐傘；

碗裏有他最喜歡吃的肉才想起來不能夾給他；

夜裏醒了，因為夢到她的身邊有另一個他給披衣服；

逛街腳疼了，那個心疼的人不再提醒說，回家吧；

學習累了，想捏捏她的肉肉的臉告訴她，其實你不用減肥，一點不胖；

有了古怪的點子，留著忍著，打電話時告訴他，然後聽他說，好，下次我們見面時一起……

下次，下次有多久？

一個人裹緊大衣一個人吹吹風，

一個人承受另一個的理想，

一個人奮鬥為一個人的承諾，

一個人左手握右手，

一個人堅強一個人守著信仰，

一個人等著，等著一句話：下次見面時一起！

“距離是一份考卷，測量相愛的誓言，最後會不會實現。

我們為愛還在學溝通的語言，學著諒解學著不流淚，

等到我們學會飛，飛越黑夜和考驗，日子就要從孤單裏畢業，

我們用多一點點的辛苦，來交換多一點點的幸福。”

願那些在不同的地方讀書，不同的地方工作的戀人未來幸福.
有時候
愛情…在指縫間承諾指縫….在愛情下交纏

不在一起很小的一件事情也會變的天旋地轉

不在一起每天抱著電話等待那一個電話或者一條簡訊，在那中間享受一點幸福

不在一起千萬不要輕易生氣，否則會比在一起處理起來麻煩上千倍上萬倍

不在一起假如你生氣了請你好好傾聽，心平氣和，相信會有人為你著急

不在一起假如他（她）生氣了，不要去解釋，說些“好聽的”，因為那些比"解釋"靈

不在一起多為彼此著想，站在對方的立場考慮事情，畢竟誰也看不到誰

不在一起..

在一起時用心去看著他(她)的眼睛，記住那個愛你的模樣

在一起時用心去拉著他(她)的手，那是一種溫度.

在一起時用心去珍惜屬於你們的時光

在一起時 ......

異地戀，請深愛！"

《传》

Alive

2011-02-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

Adrenaline rush... how to describe that feeling eh? Ride a bike down highway slope again today. This time, twice! haha, the feeling of wind beating on your face, the speed... they make you just wanna held up your hand and do like a flying pose. haha. Why can't i always feel this alive?!

Hrrmmm~ I know where to start, I know where to see my next level at... Sunway Lagoon Bungee Jump!!! Malaysia 1st bungee!! hahaha, going to my birthday wish list this year... dun care how much it cost, i want! I'm not crazy, fellow housemates~ =) woohoo~

Peace out.

是与否

2011-02-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

工作是为了生活，生活是为了兴趣

Murdoch

2011-02-08T08:17:00.000+08:00

Pretty, pretty on the fence,
In your pretty moment of innocence,
You do not see that I see inside,
The quiet heart you're trying to hide.

Don't hold your head too high,
Don't be afraid to cry,
Because you know my dear, it's only fear.

Yes my dear,
Do you hear,
It's only fear, only fear, it's only fear,
Yes it's only fear, only fear, it's only fear,
Keeps you locked in here.

Now you may believe you are so bright,
And you may not see how they confine your sight,
And maybe you wake up late at night,
Wondering why you feel so tired,
Well my dear, let me tell you now,
Do you hear,
It's only fear.

Yes it's only fear

That keeps you locked in here.

描述我心灵想法的字语

2011-01-23T13:18:00.001+08:00

微风吹动

在悲恸中，温软是最坚强的支持力量。当“树欲静而风不止；子欲养而亲不在。”的遗憾已成为事实，只能衷心盼望微风吹动时，发音清流永在心中。。。
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深怕辜负父亲的期望，

似乎是每个男孩在成长过程中

逃不掉的压力。

天使的眼睛

鱼塭的水面上，浮现山的倒影，山上有两盏路灯，浮现在水面上。人生无常，是爱与希望，让我们看见了生命的光。每个人的背后，都有一对天使的眼睛在关注着。就像山上的两盏路灯，依然悠悠地浮现在心湖。

面对无常人生，不需要看破红尘，而是需要更多的热情。

愿意奉献自己，造福别人，就会发现 —

天地有情，永流心田。。。

雪花的快乐

看着一朵一朵白色的雪花，飘进无声的世界。雪花的过程，如电影的停格，留住了永恒的幸福。雪花，是快乐的吗?在徐志摩的新诗里，雪花是快乐的。因为它飘落在它自己要去的方向里。

人生难得有“悲欣交集”的体会，

真诚的欢笑和痛快的眼泪，

都能证明我们活得真切。

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少迷糊，多幸福

在爱情的世界里，没有真正的天才。我们都只能从自己或别人的经验中记取教训，让所有受过的苦，伤过的心，成为在爱中成长时所需的养分。少点“一时糊涂”的遗憾，就能多些“长久幸福”的希望。

真爱，不是“只要我喜欢”就可以的“为所欲为”；

而是真正关心对方，也替对方着想的“有所有为”。

听见生命的召唤

2011-01-13T12:04:00.002+08:00

在生命面前，没有人是强者。

现实生活里愈是意志坚强的人，将逾早体验这个无奈。

承认自己的极限，顺服于生命，

我们才开始学习如何和自己相处，让种种压力来去自如。

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享受人生不是卧薪尝胆以后的甘之如饴，

而是善待自我以后的自在快乐。

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第一堂课：幸福平衡点

2011-01-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

发展自己，肯定别人。

只要能先肯定自己存在的价值，

往往能在别人的需要中，

看见自己和对方交会时，互放的光芒，

这远比孤芳自赏，要来得更美，更亮。

p/s: XD ^^ =) =D XP

2011 拥抱温暖

2011-01-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

述说2010人生大领悟！2010爱上了温暖，就是室温里穿jacket不流汗的那种。哈哈，有点像阿公阿嫲。咳~老了老了。XD 也喜欢上了呆在热水花洒的水淋下。虽然知道浪费水源，浪费能源，浪费时间，但还是不理了。XP。

2010学会了这么接受社会的现实。

2010学会了珍惜所曾要失去的。

2010领悟了友情，领悟了亲情。

2010学会了如何更好的表达自己。

2010学会如何的更加肯定决定。

2010学会了如何把“不完美”看成“完美”。

2010学会了如何发现幸福，看待幸福，珍惜幸福。

2010学会了如何谦卑 -

谦卑是：态度上的敬让，和心情上的礼貌。

2010学会了如何更加知足。

2010学会如何当“中间人”。

2010接受了人与人不同的性格好坏。

2010领悟了亲情可以带来的感动。

2010知道了开心感动而流泪比较好。

2010如何与新朋友自然的开心相处。

2010看见了我未来的工作和人群的范围。

2010找回了敢想敢作敢疯狂的精神。

2010领悟了悲欢离合的恐怖性。

2010领悟了“弹性”不只重要，而且必要。

2010学会了不论做了多少准备，失去至亲都回是人生一个很大的意外，仿佛生命从此开了一个黑洞。但也因为这个黑洞，让我们更懂得用爱弥补,发现更多幸福。

2010学会了艺术欣赏，和它教会了什么。

2010学会了孝顺可以很简单。

2010领悟了家人以外最靠近自己的就是朋友。

2010更加喜欢随心所欲。

2010听音乐，听到了人生，听到了另一层次。

希望2011也像去年一样，领悟人生。学业是人生小part，心灵上的领悟才是重要补习。

希望大家能交换观点来看看不同的人生角度，明白彼此所拥有，所缺乏，所需要。

祝大家新的一年快快乐乐，幸幸福福。=）

期待2011圣诞老人故事的未完待续。。。

Can Real People Live Under Water?

2010-12-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

Here is a message from Dominican 350 organizer Vanessa Angelina who is reporting from the UN Climate Negotiations in Cancun:
On Sunday we left the comfort of our hotel and the chaos of the Cancunmesse and the Moon Palace to free dive 30ft into ocean and send out a powerful message about the threats of sea level rise caused by climate change. At 9:00am we boarded the ship and headed out to Islas Mujeres, where the artist and photographer Jason Taylor recently submerged 400 statues as a tourist attraction. But on this day, these statues didn’t serve as a tourist attraction, but rather were invaded by 350.org, Greenpeace and TckTckTck allies’ volunteers to send out a clear message that real people cannot live underwater. This picture shows what it would be like to live underwater: cold, blue, and not for long.
The experience was as satisfying as it was challenging. It was a great way of relating to the 100 million people that will be affected by sea level rise if negotiators don’t agree on a fair, ambitious and legally binding climate treaty at the COP16 in Cancún. As a citizen of Dominican Republic, I thought about our eroding beaches and bleaching corals, and I felt so happy to have taken part in the underwater action because I believe that in doing so we are conveying a message of urgency through art that is much more different than science but equally important.

Code red, people! Code red! 2010 ending.... Wake up and save the earth.
What have you done in 2010, what's your resolution for 2011?
New year wish - World Peace. ^^

不哭 - 橘子

2010-12-26T10:00:00.000+08:00

看中了一本书，《不哭》 - 橘子。

「因為眼淚也有重量啊！」
『鹽份嗎？』
「不，是傷心。」

「如果給你十分鐘的時間，請你談談關於你這個人的話，
你直覺第一個想說的會是什麼？」
『為什麼總是問這個問題？』
「我其實只是希望能夠聽到的答案是我。」
『嗯？』
「我希望有天當我問這個問題的時候，對方會回答我，
他首先想到的是我。」

书中提及的一首歌。沒有季節的愛情 - 娃娃金智娟

此刻窗外那麼冷
窗內那麼暖
我在水珠上寫下你的姓名
向街上行人宣佈一段隱秘的愛情
差點走入永恆的情境

一回頭你的名字
原來已消失無形
愛與不愛
只是一冷一熱之間的事情

看了，不买。哈哈，为什么？因为<不哭>, 不想哭咯。XD and 不知道爱情故事里一定要有咖啡/咖啡馆。XD 所以买了另一本+ve一点的，《发现谦卑的力量》 - 吳若權

{謙卑，是用柔軟的姿態，包覆堅實的心念。
以既懂得保護自己，也不使對方受傷的厚道，成就自己、同時也不忘成全別人。}

{幸福的謙卑：真愛，不是「只要我喜歡」就可以的「為所欲為」；而是真正關心對方、也替對方著想的「有守有為」！}

Ahh! talk back on my life lil' bit. Christmas week, where i went. Haizz, no intention to study at all... =( went to Klang lar~ eat eat eat, full 24/7. Had fun there though, went to Sunway and I-city during that also. Christmas this year, is magical enough for me. Things i never did, things i never would think of. Went to Taylor though, wearing this Christmas hat i bought all around KL XD, Christmas event, love the band, love the atmosphere. MidV, crowded like what, but all of the people went like photo shooting frenzy there. XD

-=I-City=-

-=Klang + Sunway=-

-=Christmas Day=-

Christmas Crakers

2010-12-19T09:34:00.001+08:00

The History of Tom Smith

It was on a trip to Paris, in 1840 that an adventurous and forward thinking Tom Smith discovered the 'bon bon' sugared almond, wrapped in a twist of tissue papaer. Seven years laters this simple idea evolved into the Christmas Crackers

By placing a small love motto in the tissue paper he created enormous interested in his product, especially at Christmas and it was during a search for inspiration to achieve even greater sales that he casually threw a log on the fire. The crackle sound, made by the burning log, gave him the idea that would eventually lead to the crackers we know and love today. After a great deal of hard work and experimentation the came up with a cracking mechanism that created a 'pop' as the 'bon bon' wrapping was broken. This eventually became the snap and the cracker was born.

Over the next few years his idea evolved and grew and he moved from his original premises in Clerkenwell, East London, to Finsbury Square, in the city. His sons, Tom. Walter and Henry took over the business when he died and later a drinking fountain was erected in Finsbury Square, by Walter, in memory of his mother and to commemorate the life of the man who invented the Christmas Crackers.

It was Walter who introduced the paper hats and he toured the world to find new and unusual ideas of the gifts.

The company was very aware of current affairs and crackers were created for the Suffragettes, War Heroes, Charlie Chaplin, The Coronation and many others great occasions. Exclusive crackers were also made for the Royal Family and still are to this day.

Last Week

2010-12-18T11:38:00.005+08:00

So fast one sem dy? noooooo~ *keep shaking head* XD
Mostly those things happened meant alot to me. err~ abit feels like a dream. All i know is, living at the moment is living happy.
Academically, this new Assessment Week thingy is fun, new people new way to handle things new personalities to know. I like it. I feel definitely different, different from my foundation. maybe i became more comfortable with strangers. Remember I was such a red headed kampung boy back at foundation. What changed me? - Steve. Blame you? nahh~ Thank you.C=

The time past fast like hell is because the constant overload of mind storm. Many things i did now are more spontaneous like before, many thing became not so big to mind it anymore maybe. What I did? Where I went this last memorable week?
Argh~ random order la, 1st thing that i think is fun is going to the temple in broga, eat fish and just stop by, no hesitating, how good is that? XD
Crossing the hanging bridge is kinda scary still. Walao, the wind, the shaky standing. You should have see Kenny's face. hahaha, in one day, we met most of his fear, the mighty gym guy is still human. XP Then when you have doubts? what would you do? search of a peace of mind right? that's exactly when i go to temple. LOL~ dun say me lame =P

Then~ err, the next big thing is the Potluck? 1st I heard of potluck, then "what should i do? what should i bring?" LOL~ again, see step take step. hahaha, went tesco with Stephanie, Ida, YeeYee and KokYung that day, asking what to cook? walaoe~ 1st thought of soup. Hrmm~ hard lo, so many ppl, ingredient? Pffft~ then, suddenly thought of my mom. Arrrghhh~ you have no idea how much i miss my family now. How i miss my dog, how i miss my kampung smell. LOL~ I thought of Dark Vinegar Pork!!! woots, suggest that to Steph, buy stuffs, and salad stuffs. Go back, make pudding. The next day, make the pork and salad. Slice stuffs, mingle stuffs, we are done. Woots, seriously felt the success when you see how people light up their face about something you accomplish. Walaoe~ the pork shank, the bone damn hard to chop! See? new experience, LOL. Keep phoning our moms inquiring steps to make this better. XD Cooking is fun.

Then the next big thing is yesterday. Sing k for hours and movieeee! =D Super big group and nothing so dull. I like the wireless mic. Holding it, walking around, talking rapping singing beatboxing going around passing it for them to sing, hahaha, mc of the room! Woots, I love it. At least let me Syok Sendiri bah, mic is my dream ^^. XPPP Then~ dinner at Ichiban Ramen with bento. XD Xiaohan's bro, Zihong is in town btw. Freakin like him, make me feel homed. The chinese he speaks is alot like kelantan kampung chinese. Arrghhh~ I think i gonna make him my brother dy. XD Then~ Movie. Tron 3D! Fuhh~ awesome 3D effects! but the movie is damn sci-fi. abit blur about it. hahahaha, damn high in the K-room, I was walking around with a wireless mic while they sit down, sit down means not high enough... XD XD

Then something more crazy is, i am so tired after this outing. Slept at 1 something i think. Then was woke up by noises, at 3 something, brought for mamak, no clue where to go? Kajang~~ lo hahahahaha. Xiao e! I like it. Kajang in the midnight, the earliest breakfast i'd ever ate. And guess what i ate? Dark Vinegar Pork!!! wahahahahah~ XD XD what a life! =D

And one more one of the things i feel quite interesting i saw this sem is.... this...

A broken piano, can see it's full with stories, characters. Abandoned? unused? beautiful. Imperfect perfection. Saw this in an orphanage. Be artistic, imagine what had happened.....................

hahahahaha~ Re-read this post while playing this song... It feels so damn right ^^

康永remix

2010-12-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

一朵云里面的两滴雨，恋爱了。旁边别的雨滴很冷淡，反正很快要掉落，何必呢。但这两滴雨，还是要恋爱。不久这天到来，云变成雨，一滴滴纷纷掉落。而恋爱着的这两滴雨，拥抱在一起，往下掉，他们准备好要掉在地面，消失不见，但就在消失前，他们从两滴变成了一滴...

别急着觉得自己失败，很可能，你只是还没找到你会成功的那块领土而已。古斯巴达社会，讨厌算术，认为学算术就是想赚钱，很可耻。如果你很会算术，在那里一定觉得自己很失败。换成现在，算术好绝对被当优点了。世界很大，成功的定义有很多种，在找到你的战场之前，别轻易说自己是失败者...

上段恋情,全心投入,结果重伤.于是这次恋爱怕受伤,就很保留。这意味着:上次那个伤你的烂人,得到最完整的你,而这次这个发展中的情人,得到个很冷淡的你。我知你是保护自己,但这若是做生意,你这店一定倒的。永不再來的恶客,得到最好服务,而新客上门,却备受冷落,这店怎么不倒?

在古代，我们不短信，不网聊，不漂洋过海，不被堵在路上，如果我想你，就翻过两座山走五里路，去牵你的手。

因為全心愛一個人，而感覺到自己正在活著，這就是我們從愛情上，得到的最大回報了。至於對方，能回報我們多少愛，因此可以不是最重要的了。

Can't Wait

2010-12-11T10:56:00.000+08:00

Christmas is soon? O_O can't waittt!!! can't wait to feel the merriness XD XD

cute and colorful eh?~ wahhaahahhaha

"Christmas is a time when you get homesick - even when you're home."

Errmm~ Can't really sleep well recently. dunno what's that, hold your horses down la... haha

当满足感与空虚感同时的浮现，有没有试过？LOL~ feels like a dream... can't act casual, coz it's like a superb mushroom cloud of casualty for me.... haha.

A little girl, a little boy, Christmas

2010-12-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

Shake Up Christmas
Train

Shake up the happiness
Wake up the happiness
Shake up the happiness
It's Christmas time

There's a story that I was told
And I wanna tell the world
Before I get to old
And don't remember it
So let's December it
And reassemble it oh yeah

Once upon a time in a town like this
A little girl made a great big wish
To fill the world full of happiness
And be on Santa's magic list

Shake it up
Shake up the happiness
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness
Come on y'all
It's Christmas time

Ho, Ho, Ho
Ho, Ho, Ho
It's Christmas time

At the same time miles away
A little boy made a wish that day
That the world would be okay
And Santa Claus would hear him say
I got dreams and I got love
I got my feet on the ground
And family above
Can you send some happiness?
With my best to the rest
Of the people of the East and the West And
Maybe every once in a while you
Get my grandma a reason to smile
Tis the season of smile
It's cold but we'll be freezing in style
Let me meet a girl one day that
Wants to spread some love this way
We can let our souls run free and
She can open some happiness with me

Shake it up
Shake up the happiness
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness
Come on y'all
It's Christmas time

I know you're out there
I hear your reindeer
I see the snowing
Your boots have been
I'm gonna show them
So they will know then
Then love will grow in
Than to live again

Shake it up
Shake up the happiness
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness
Come on y'all
It's Christmas time

It's Christmas time
Shake it up
Shake up the happiness
Wake it up
Wake up the happiness
Come on y'all
It's Christmas time

TttTaAaA™ ツ

Finally assessment week is over! Time for a good night sleep. Erm~ Christmas is soon to come, enjoy it, put a smile in the season. Long time din really write a proper blog post. LOL~ this is because I got no camera phone now, so~ hope i'll get it soon la, and live it up again. ^^ Chao~

主人与忠犬

2010-11-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

你不該像你所想的那樣去想

一天，一個盲人帶著他的導盲犬過街時，一輛大卡車失去控制，直沖過來，盲人當場被撞死，
他的導盲犬為了守衛主人，也一起慘死在車輪底下。

主人和狗一起到了天堂門前。

一個天使攔住他倆，為難地說："對不起，現在天堂只剩下一個名額，你們兩個中必須有一個去地獄。"

主人一聽，連忙問："我的狗又不知道什麼是天堂，什麼是地獄，能不能讓我來決定誰去天堂呢？"

天使鄙視地看了這個主人一樣，皺起了眉頭，她想了想，說："很抱歉，先生，每一個靈魂都是平等的，你們要通過比賽決定由誰上天堂。"

主人失望地問："哦，什麼比賽呢？"

天使說："這個比賽很簡單，就是賽跑，從這裏跑到天堂的大門，誰先到達目的地，誰就可以上天堂。不過，你也別擔心，因為你已經死了，所以不再是瞎子，而且靈魂的速度跟肉體無關，越單純善良的人速度越快。"主人想了想，同意了。

天使讓主人和狗準備好，就宣佈賽跑開始。她滿心以為主人為了進天堂，會拼命往前奔，誰知道主人一點也不忙，慢吞吞地往前走著。更令天使吃驚的是，那條導盲犬也沒有奔跑，它配合著主人的步調在旁邊慢慢跟著，一步都不肯離開主人。天使恍然大悟：原來，多年來這條導盲犬已經養成了習慣，永遠跟著主人行動，在主人的前方守護著他。可惡的主人，正是利用了這一點，才胸有成竹，穩操勝券，他只要在天堂門口叫他的狗停下，就能輕輕鬆松贏得比賽。

天使看著這條忠心耿耿的狗，心裏很難過，她大聲對狗說："你已經為主人獻出了生命，現在，你這個主人不再是瞎子，你也不用領著他走路了，你快跑進天堂吧！"
可是，無論是主人還是他的狗，都像是沒有聽到天使的話一樣，仍然慢吞吞地地往前走，好像在街上散步似的。
果然，離終點還有幾步的時候，主人發出一聲口令，狗聽話地坐下了，天使用鄙視的眼神看著主人。

這時，主人笑了，他扭過頭對天使說："我終於把我的狗送到天堂了，我最擔心的就是它根本不想上天堂，只想跟我在一起......所以我才想幫它決定，請你照顧好它："
天使愣住了。
主人留戀地看著自己的狗，又說："能夠用比賽的方式決定真是太好了，只要我再讓它往前走幾步，它就可以上天堂了。不過它陪伴了我那麼多年，這是我第一次可以用自己的眼睛看著它，所以我忍不住想要慢慢地走，多看它一會兒。如果可以的話，我真希望永遠看著它走下去。不過天堂到了，那才是它該去的地方，請你照顧好它。"

說完這些話，主人向狗發出了前進的命令，就在狗到達終點的一刹那，主人像一片羽毛似的落向了地獄的方向。他的狗見了，急忙掉轉頭，追著主人狂奔。滿心懊悔的天使張開翅膀追過去，想要抓住導盲犬，不過那是世界上最純潔善良的靈魂，速度遠比天堂所有的天使都快。
所以導盲犬又跟主人在一起了，即使是在地獄，導盲犬也永遠守護著它的主人。
天使久久地站在那裏，喃喃說道："我一開始就錯了，這兩個靈魂是一體的，他們不能分開......"

這個世界上，真相只有一個，可是在不同人眼中，卻會看出不同的是非曲直。這是為什麼呢？
其實，道理很簡單，因為大部分人看待事物，都不能站在絕對客觀公正的立場上，
而是或多或少地戴上有色眼鏡，用自己的經驗、好惡和道德標準來進行評判，結果就是－－我們可能看到了假像。
所以：不要一味地按自己以為的那樣去思考！

By Chance, You And I

2010-11-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

By Chance (You and I)
J.R.A

Hi
Girl you just caught my eye
Thought I should give it try
And get your name & your number
Go grab some lunch & eat cucumbers
WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' & it's something' I like
On your face, yeah it suits you
Girl we connect like we have bluetooth

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
And this is all based on a lucky chance
That you would rather add then subtract

You & I
Could be like sonny & cher
Honey & bears
You & I
Could be like aladdin & jasmine
Lets make it happen

La La's

Hey
How've you been?
I know that it's been awhile.
Are you tired cause you've been on my mind
Runnin' thousand & thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
But you
You look so beautiful on this starry night
Loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes & your smile
I'm captivated
Your beauty is timeless never outdated

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
And this is all based on a lucky chance
That you would rather add then subtract

Babe
It's been 5 years since that special day
When I asked you on our first date
I guess it's safe to say

Let me say
You look beautiful on our wedding day

TttTaAaA™ ツ

Peppermint Winter

2010-11-23T07:53:00.000+08:00

Owl City - Peppermint Winter by new image

Peppermint Winter
Owl City

There's the snow
Look out below
And bundle up
Cause here it comes
Run outside
So starry eyed
A snowball fight breaks out
And winter has finally begun

I twirl through the driveway with angelic grace
Till I slip on the sidewalk and fall on my face
This peppermint winter is so sugar sweet
I don't need to taste to believe
What's December without Christmas Eve

Hop in the sleigh
And we'll glide away
Into the night
And we'll sip on moonlight
Runny nose
My frosty toes
Are getting cold but I feel alive
So I smile wide

The snowflakes start falling and I start to float
Till my mean older brother stuffs snow down my coat
This peppermint winter is so sugar sweet
I don't need to taste to believe
What's December without Christmas Eve

All this holiday cheer
Heaven knows where it goes
But it returns every year
And though this winter does nothing but storm
The joy in my heart is ablaze and it's keeping me warm
It's keeping me warm
It's keeping me warm

I rip off the wrapping and tear through the box
Till I end up with 45 new pairs of socks
This peppermint winter is so sugar sweet
I don't need to taste to believe
What's December without Christmas Eve

TttTaAaA™ ツ

I love the lyrics! so beautiful. so sceneric so specific. =D

笑容篇

2010-11-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

" 想像總比現實美好

我想快樂是在於過程

好像小時侯數著日子

等待交遊的那一天"

长大

2010-11-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

越长大，越觉得世界与想象中现实多了。
因为顾虑多了，欢笑少了。
因为烦恼多了，童真少了。
因为失望多了，期望少了。
因为想多了，真心微笑少了。
不能再天真放荡了。
也许是周昭人事物的影响，也许是自己的思想和良心。
厌倦自己现在的想法。
不想长大，这幼稚的想法，又矛盾了我的长大人生。

一，二，三，四，五，六

2010-11-20T01:47:00.001+08:00

一個中心：一切以健康為中心。

兩個基本點： 遇事瀟灑一點，看事糊塗一點。

三個忘記： 忘記年齡，忘記過去，忘記恩怨。

四個擁有： 無論你有多弱或多強，一定要擁有真正愛你的人，擁有知心朋友，擁有向上的事業，擁有溫暖的住所。

五個要： 要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗條。

六個不能： 不能餓了才吃，不能渴了才喝，不能困了才睡，不能累了才歇，不能病了才檢查，不能老了再後悔!

记得+心墙+当你

2010-11-19T08:21:00.000+08:00

林俊杰 - 记得、心墙、当你

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
张惠妹
大家会唱吗
后面的朋友会不会唱
大声一点好不好一起唱
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
但是天黑以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
过了太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝因为有限
学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天

第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

你的心有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
好喜欢你
知不知道
也许空虚让我想得太多
也许该回到被窝
梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好

我想对你说
却害怕都说错
好喜欢你
知不知道 ^^

超强！XD

她说

2010-11-18T00:54:00.004+08:00

热心与鸡婆的差别

2010-11-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

“说话得体”就是要让言语富有弹性。- 佚名

有一个妇人心中有烦恼，于是跟神父请教： “我的邻居是双薪家庭，夫妻两人平时工作都很累，但是丈夫回家后，是翘着脚喝茶看报纸，妻子却要打点一家人的晚餐，教孩子功课，直到深夜才拖着疲惫的身体去休息，真是太不公平了！”

神父问： “那么，你是否有问过邻居的太太，她心里觉得怎样？”

“有啊！我跟她说了好多次，但她总是说她爱丈夫，小孩，累一点没关系。亏我这么热心，她还这么不领情，真是好心没好报！” 妇人叹了口气，一副很无奈的样子。

不料，神父不但没有安慰她，反而板起脸，严肃地说：　“你这不叫热心，这叫鸡婆！”

“为什么？”　妇人非常吃惊：　“圣经不是告诉我们，要爱所有的人吗？”

“他的生活虽然很辛苦，但她因为做得心甘情愿，所以不但不觉得苦，还能甘之如饴，这么一来，家庭就能保持和乐；　如果她听了你的话，从此不管丈夫孩子，势必掀起家庭革命，你说她家能不乱吗？”　神父微笑地说：　“这下你知道热心与鸡婆之间的差异了吧？”

办公室里，也时常见到的样一个人－－明明就不是他的工作范围，却喜欢每件事都插几句话，发表一些“高见”，自以为是热心，却不知道其实带给人家许多困扰。这样的人，人缘当然不好。

有一个妇人看了一个减肥名医的门诊，几个月瘦了二十公斤，开心得不得了，她把这个医师推介给所有略微发福的亲戚，大家都很感谢她；她把这个消息告诉肥胖的好朋友，说有人也很开心。

直到有一天，她在等公车的时候，发现隔壁站了一个胖胖的小姐，于是她兴致勃勃地走上前，跟她说：　“小姐！你一定想减肥对不对？介绍给你一个减肥医生，真的很有效……”　但是这回，她没有看到感兴趣的脸，高兴的脸，只看到一张垮下来的脸。然后这个胖小姐冷冷的对她说：　“我胖关你什么事？谁要你鸡婆？”

妇人很纳闷不知道为什么对方为什么不但没有感谢，还生气了？

这是因为跟不同交情的人，说话的方式也该不同，对话的内容更该不同。若超出了这个分际，让对方感到不舒服，“热心”就会沦为“鸡婆”

学会拿捏刚刚好的热心，能让我们更得好人缘。

热心不是坏事，但过度热心却让人困扰，甚至会引发对方的努火。热心，也需要分寸。懂得拿捏这一点，我们人际关系就会变得更圆融。

通往幸福最大的障碍

就是对幸福苛求太多

取自于 - 《幸福就像狗尾巴》(黄桐)

Yakult! went to industrial visit at Yakult factory at Seremban yesterday. haha, it's funny that for every malaysian's thinking, they always think, going there, they only think of getting what free stuffs... hahaha. Constant like hearing ppl say bring back free Yakult for me ya? XD Go Topgolve get free glove? Go Amsteel get free steel? go Gas Malaysia get free gas? LOL~ XD But what's more hilarious is, the factory is more "malaysian thinking" than you all.... hahaha, Go there, we have to buy the Yakult there with only 10sen cheaper than in the market. haha, ok la, at least they give us each one Yakult Ace Light, as a promotion to us to this new product.

Probiotic Strain, or Shirota Stain, is actually very good. For those who have unbalanced diet, food poisoning and intake alot of antibiotics, to keep the good and bad bacterial in our system balanced. XD According to them, it's also good for aging and also stress people.. XD So, it's not like a drink for kids, adults need it more than we do. XD

Seeing the machines there, can imagine how complicated the streamline diagram would be in details. Then you can see one guy is actually just staring at the empty and just moulded bottles running fast through his eyes by machines for long time, imagine that, wouldn't it be boring? haha, if for me, i will be also fermented (fat mou) like the Yakult drink of boredoom. XD But mostly are machine operated, so whole factory only consist about 40 workers. They just have to maintain then and checking the products process.

Just abit annoyed that initially we traveled one hour to the Shah Alam headquarter. Due to "misscomunication", we suppose to go Seremban factory. THEN we have to travel one more hour back to where we came from and have about 45 minutes to go the factory. =.= Time wasting~

-=Cosmetics, pharmaceutical and food products=-

-=Yakult packing of diff. country=-

Malaysia have the most special bottle because of some funny reason of other copycat company issue. XD

Black Black Black and Blue

2010-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

Say It Again ^^

2010-11-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

如果不能放下屠刀，那就不要放下

2010-11-13T02:16:00.000+08:00

有一个一心向佛的男子，某天来到佛陀面前寻求开示。

男子苦恼的说：　“我真心皈依佛法，但有一个毛病却迟迟无法克服－－我杀人如麻。我一天总要杀好几个人，虽然知道这么做罪孽深重，我也很想克制自己，但我仿佛上瘾了，只要一天不杀人，就浑身不对劲。我想请您告诉我，我该怎么办才好？”

男子心里已经有了准备，认为佛陀一定会对他一阵痛骂，或沉痛的规劝他……

不料，佛陀听完，竟然只是微微一笑，轻松的说：　“那你从今天开始，就少杀一点吧！”

这则禅宗故事，咋说之下有点玄。为什么佛陀对男子的要求，只是“少杀一点”，而没有要他“从此戒杀”？

因为佛陀知道，叫男子“不要杀人”，不可能，因为男子做不到；但叫他“少杀一点”却可行。

这句“少杀一点”，是一颗善念的种子，只要给这颗种子萌芽的机会，它就会茁壮的可能。

故事里，男子想除去的恶行是“杀人”　；现实生活中，我们想根除的则是“愤怒”，“妒忌”，“贪欲”……

每个人都想“立地成佛”，但如果做不到，又该怎么办呢？

几年前，我还在杂志社上班的时候，有个女业务说话总是刻薄带刺，而且工作起来“多一事不如少一事”，永远把责任推给其他同仁；　但在老板面前，她却变了一个人，总是推着笑脸，积极邀功……因此他虽然不得人缘，却深获老板宠爱。

某次我受不了她的嚣张，在办公室里与她争锋相对，结果是我和她的关系降到冰点，从此视对方为空气；　由于她哭得一把鼻涕一把眼泪跟老板告状，我还被老板约谈。

当时，坐在我隔壁，同为编制的女同事，三不五时就劝我“看开一点”。

“可是她也时常欺负你，难道你不生气吗？”　我反问。

“我不生气呀！她欺负我，我不要理她就好啦！”为了那种人生气，何必呢？”　她笑嘻嘻说：　“不要跟她计较，要放下，要放下呀！”

当时我心里很佩服她的修养。但，事情的发展总是出人意料。　

某次会议，那业务一如往常，又用言词讥讽其他同事。这次矛头对准了坐在我隔壁，总叫我“放下”的同事。

突然，我那同事一反包容，温和形象。她大孔一声，一跃“飞过”半张会议桌，扯着那业务的头发，两个女人打成一团，把大家吓傻了！

刹那间，我明白了。“放下”有两种，一种是真的，一种是假的。

如果把负面情绪比喻为豪雨，把我们的心比喻为水库，真正的放下，是适时泄洪，水库才得以继续储存雨水；　假的放下，是封着水库闸门，假装水位一如以往。结果是闸门终将被大水冲垮。

我知道自己“做不到”　不要生气，所以我和业务吵架。承担的结果是愤怒让我的心里不好过；　我隔壁的同事以为自己“做得到”不要生气，嘴上说“放下”，但却怒气“爆炸”，把业务打了一顿。结果是丢掉工作，吃上伤害官司，付出的代价远比我高得多。

假的放下，真的会害人不浅。

生活中难免有许多负面情绪产生，真能放下，最好；　如果放不下，与其催眠自己不在意，不如用积极的心态检视它：静心思考　“真的有必要生气吗？”　，　“我有没有可能用更好的方法来表示我自己？”　，　“我有没有可能‘少生气’？”　如此一来，负面情绪也会变得有意义。

通往幸福最大的障碍

就是对幸福苛求太多

取自于 - 《幸福就像狗尾巴》(黄桐)

p.s://有时候，有时候，只是在静思，深思，调整情绪。我明白，知道，猜是，乱想。乱想，但还是只是需要想想，想想^^。

鬼故事

2010-11-12T21:41:00.001+08:00

刚读了一个鬼故事，

准备好心情，调下灯光，别那么快读。。。

【你相信誰？】

有一年登山社去登山,其中有一對感情很好的情侶在一起。　　
當他們到山下准備攻峰時, 天氣突然轉壞了,但是他們還是要執意的上山去。
于是就留下那個女的看營地,可過了三天都沒有看見他們回來。
那個女的有點擔心了，心想可能是因為天氣的原因吧。
...等呀等呀,到了第七天，終于大家回來了，可是唯獨她的男友沒有回來。
大家告訴她,在攻峰的第一天，她的男友就不幸死了！
他們趕在頭七回來，心想他可能會回來找她的。
于是大家圍成一個圈，把她放在中間,到了快十二點時,突然她的男友出現了還混身是血的一把抓住她就往外跑，他女朋友嚇得哇哇大叫,極力掙扎,這時她男友告訴她....
在攻峰的第一天就發生了山難！
全部的人都死了只有他還活著........ 　　　　
你相信誰?

恐怖吗？XD

爱人，更要爱对方法

2010-11-12T09:17:00.000+08:00

对我而言，生命的意义在于设身处地替人着想。 - 阿尔伯特。爱因斯坦

有个男子带着他的儿子，一起划着小船旅行。男子自己在船尾掌舵，让孩子坐在船首。

在逢冬天，两人身上都穿着厚重的衣服。划着划着，男子觉得热了，更脱去身上的大衣，吩咐儿子： “你也把大衣脱了吧！ ”

老实的儿子乖乖照办。

男子又继续划船，虽然脱了大衣，却仍汗流夹背。男子便把外套脱了，跟儿子说：　“你把外套脱了，免得热着了！”

于是儿子而脱去了外套。

有过了一会儿，男子热得受不了了，干脆连上衣也脱的精光。这回他也跟孩子说：　“热死了！把上衣也脱了，否则会一身汗味！”

儿子点点头，也脱了衣裳打赤膊。

直到达目的地，男子才赤然发现－－儿子坐在船首，迎着冷风，又没有在活动，早已冻得全身发抖，嘴唇发紫了！　

这则故事，听起来很傻！傻的是父亲一厢情愿，以为自己热，孩子也一定热；　傻的是儿子明明冷得全身颤抖，却没有告诉父亲！

人们都乐于为自己所爱的人付出，却很少人愿意检讨：　这样的付出是不是对方需要的？爱人，也要爱对方法。

苦难来自我们的念头，

幸福也是

取自于 - 《幸福就像狗尾巴》(黄桐)

关不住了心跳鼓声

2010-11-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

着了火的安全门。为了别人，克制自己，很难。

七十二变不够

2010-11-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

天空下着苹果。。。

Perfect Flaw

2010-11-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

"The single most perfect thing you ever did is to live with your flaws."

TttTaAaA™ ツ(2010)XD

p.s://Cos' like Bruno says, =D, You're amazin', just the way you are~ Let's fly up with helium hearts, with our flaws and stay flying~ being true to your self, that's what make someone special ^^

忙也可以很幸福

2010-11-08T20:48:00.001+08:00

一小时专注的工作，胜过几年恍惚的生活 --- 西方谚语

有一个懒惰的男子死了，睁开眼睛。发现自己在一座金碧辉煌的宫殿前。宫殿的主人邀请他住下，找了许多佣人服侍他，让他有吃不完的美食。

男子心里很高兴： “太棒了，我一定是上了天堂！” 从此他就在宫殿里过着安逸的生活。

但是每天吃吃睡睡，男子觉得有点无趣，而且一天比一天无聊。于是他去找宫殿主人，问他： “我觉得自己的生活有点空虚，你可以找点事给我做吗？”

“这里没有你可以做的事。” 宫殿主人遥遥头。

“或者你能帮我找一份工作？” 男子不死心的说。

“不可能！这里没有工作这件事！” 宫殿主人断然拒绝。

男子有点不高兴： “我还以为天堂有什么了不起。原来天堂这么无聊？”

宫殿主人听了哈哈大笑，说： “你真的以为自己在天堂？其实这里都是地狱啊！”

能够无所事事听起来很棒，但它为什么会成为地狱？这是因为没有目标的生活，会逐渐腐蚀一个人的心灵。

闲闲没事做的人，往往未必快乐。

其实生活的意义，不一定要跟工作划上等号。一位高龄七十的老婆婆，她年轻的时候经营美容院，忙碌了一辈子，退休后没有躺在家里无所事事，仍然闲不下来，不但学电脑，学英文，还学摄影。

最后她对鸟类摄影产生了浓厚的兴趣，尽管年纪很大了，还每天扛着二十几公斤的器材，上山下海拍鸟！他还免费提供自己的照片，让学校当教材使用。

她对我说： “人生在世难得，就不要糊里糊涂走一回。因为我很忙，所以我快乐！”

从前有人问圣严法师：“师父你这么忙，不但要主持寺院里的事，四处演讲，还一直写书，你为什么会有这么多时间？”

圣严法师回答得很妙： “因为忙人时间最多！”

找出自己的生活目标，对目前的忙碌感恩，我们就会发现，自己其实忙得非常幸福！

不要期待无所事事的日子，因为无聊会渐渐腐蚀我们的心灵，也腐蚀我们的快乐，甚至让我们成为乏味的人。珍惜“有事可做”的日子，我们能在平凡中发现幸福。

取至与 - 《幸福就像狗尾巴》(黄桐)

erhem~ 欢迎来到Terung仔联播网，欢迎收听。给我发下DJ梦~ 哈哈哈。大家都加油吧！十一月了咯~ 来一首 “November” 跟大家分享下~ ^^

p.s.://Aarghhh~~~别再烦那么多了啦~哈哈。^^烦一点点就够了。 wahahaha~ 懂吗懂吗？ XP XP

留声机

2010-11-07T19:12:00.001+08:00

永恒了音乐，永恒了感觉。

TttTaAaA™ ツ(2010) XD

p.s:// 就像在叶问前传里，他们第一次遇见时，虽然唱片挂花了，张永成还是买了下来。说买的是一种感觉，就算家里没有留声机。有留声机了，听到的那首歌，没了它那段花掉的部分，不特别了，没有意思了。
居然有了感觉，开心就好。别人明不明白，次要。

Terung仔

Back To His Wife

Happy New Year 2012

Christmas state of mind

Dear Santa

幸福扑满 - （第三篇）终

幸福扑满 - (第二篇)

幸福扑满 - (第一篇)

Ricocheted

Always Will Be

学不会

Wake me up, when November ends

Leap into the Void

Shits happen

You are never an outcast,

you are set apart.

You are never an outsider,

you were chosen even before you were born.

淋雨

听说

HAHAHAHA

Reality

笑得最灿烂，哭得最透彻，想得最深切 D:

haizzz, 周杰伦, you again

Identity Mad

1st day of autumn - The new beginning

Taking Steps

我將一句話遺留在青春裡， 現在，我想跟妳說……

The one who takes the hit and entertains you

徒勞無功

Take one :)

Imperfect

Silence is gold

drapetomania

Used

无声言语

迷了路

Manageable?

微笑。放下

Glitter's in the hand

Dear Totoro

Thanks For Your Support

It Will Rain

灰色日记

拼湊

Sea Shells

Terung仔2011

Stairway to Heaven

完 • 美结局

Colors

The Quest of Physics

怀珠的贝

it's time

Heavy and Light

Something random funny

Beats and pulses

语录：普遍

There Comes A Time

Not a boring day

超有意思MV

Something personal

陰天的向日葵

语录: 心愿

Perfect

Epiphany

朋友

做人。三分

语录: 小人物

Inequality ♥

Details In The Fabric

乔克叔叔

满

異地戀

Alive

是与否

Murdoch

描述我心灵想法的字语

听见生命的召唤

第一堂课：幸福平衡点

2011 拥抱温暖

我將一句話遺留在青春裡，現在，我想跟妳說……